 Dmitry
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Orenburg, Russia
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Cpat92
It's all or nothing
|  How much one can take
November 14, 2018 @ 05:24:06 am| 0 |  |
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| | Sometimes it wouldn’t kill you to start assignments early More... | Reply |
Cpat92
It's all or nothing
| For Your Glory
March 09, 2014 @ 03:50:33 pm| 0 | |
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| Lord if I
Find favor in Your Sight
Lord Please
Hear my hearts cry
I've been patiently waiting
To be where You are
I'll cross the hottest desert
I'll travel near or far
For Your Glory
I will do anything
Just to see You
To behold You as my King
I wanna be where You are
I gotta be where You areMore... | Reply |
Cpat92
It's all or nothing
| Spark of Maturity
July 14, 2013 @ 07:47:26 pm| 0 | |
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| | Where has it gone? The maturity I once believed to have have somehow disappeared. If not, then is it possible I threw it away? Or is it possible that it never existed? Why did I let it slip away? I must let it return for my progress goes nowhere, but backwards without it. Reply |
Cpat92
It's all or nothing
| Have You Ever
July 07, 2013 @ 08:44:38 pm| 0 | |
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| Looked at yourself in complete and utter disgust? Blame your personality of physical appearance for shortcomings and things you can't control? Have you ever done things that are in your mind unforgivable, but you keep it a dark secret and it becomes a skeleton in your closet? Do you have demons where your skeletons once resided? Did you find yourself pathetic? Can you answer these questions?
I can. I'm now fighting to make changes in order to make myself feel better. If I'm not happy, I used to just try to make others happy. Didn't fully think about making me happy. Can't go through that any longer.3 comments | Reply |
Cpat92
It's all or nothing
| Care Too Much
July 07, 2013 @ 07:17:42 am| 0 | |
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| | Why do I care too much. When it comes to me possibly liking someone or I just end up falling for them, I tend care and sometimes when they notice, they walk all over me. I told myself I wouldn't care about trying to date people, but it's a little hard to not care. My friend is trying to play "matchmaker" with me and a girl I work with. So far he told her I think she's cute and I guess her immediate response was why am I so quiet or why am I so shy at work. It's work. I don't like talking at work sometimes and I'm still new. She's cute and a nice person, but I kind of feel she isn't so into me, but she might be into him. Life sucks. 10 comments | Reply |
Cpat92
It's all or nothing
| Screw It
July 02, 2013 @ 04:50:02 am| 0 | |
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| | I'm tired of the "single life" shenanigans I'm putting myself through. It has done nothing, but add unwanted stress and waste time. I am going to simply enjoy being me and being with me. Life is too short to be looking for someone to date all the time. True if you wait the opportunity will pass you by, but looking without any success is a complete waste of time. It only builds disappointment. I might end up being single for the rest of the year. Who knows? I don't care much anymore. Even though I'm ending those dating sites. I might start one more to be safe. 3 comments | Reply |
Cpat92
It's all or nothing
| In My MIND
June 22, 2013 @ 11:47:25 pm| 0 | |
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| Words, sentences, phrases.
All coming from my heart
My mind and others' praises.
Killing my softly
Raising me up only to
Leave me in a loop
Staring at the black hole
Searching for answers;
Answers that refuse to appear
Got my mind raging.
Screaming for me to let them out.
How can I?
How should I?
Why would I?
Will the answers come out?
Will they lead me straight,
Or shall I go astray?Reply |
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I want to be at 156lbs the heaviest by my birthday. Might be impossible, might not. That is 8lbs for me to lose in the next 2 weeks.... Thirteen days to be exact. I am starting to run more, eat less junk, eat less period, more fruit and vegetables, less pork and beef. I want to lose weight. I have 3 different types of thermogenic pills. I only take two of them. (might not be safe) I have some stuff to clean out my system and I also have some meal replacement. I just don't have a blender. I also have Gatorade and Water. No more soda for me! I'm trying to get motivated to work out twice a day. Maybe three times a day.