Hhi ma fellows gay guys and other well wishers out there, thre is something always taunting me about this life of ours.
First of all this is really wat i am and really in love with it. If you are, u must be knowing wat ever i went thru to the date i accepted this.
But wat really bothers me is the life we are supposed to live the privacy we need and yet we need companions with us, how we hide our nature that millions of people dont, wont, and many will nener understand.
Does this mean all of us are going to live like this for the rest of our lives. And wat makes me cry is that we are thousands out there and each of us need support from others the type of support that includes love, care and guidence.
Look into a situation where you look at a fellow charming guy and yo really down for him, very handsome and really attractive but surely you aint gon say anything to him." WAT IF HE IS STRAIGHT" he is gon back at you and embarass you to death.
Not one of you can stand a risk of telling yo same sex person of how you feel about him.
For a few of you in europe and america and somewhere else where homosexuality is ok yo damn lucky, but think about the other thousands in places like africa and ther rest like middle east.
we may not share the same blood but trust me we are brothas.
it took hundreds of yrs to make the black people in america be recognised as citizens and alot happened tho not all but trust me one day no one will even know why the word racism exist and one day they will be presidents i know.
That aside we the people who feel how we feel the fact that we did not deide to be that have to fight you know wat kills ma love, seeing some one i really love and find happiness in not caring and caring for a chick. He never understands wat i am and maybe wen he knows he will never want to talk to me again.
So i have to come on internet search for someone i aint seen or heard of before ask him to be with me and on meeting him he is one person i have never thought about and cant even get next to liking him.
My question where are all the gay hunks we see on internet. where are the gay hunks in our country or city. i wish we had wat we could notice each otherfrom and in countries whre you have gay clubs its fine and well to you.
But the battle is ours to die like a poisoned cockroaches or fly like butterflies.
IS GAY LIFE HARD LIVIN.........