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mixieloca

New Post! One Day at a Time
May 02, 2012 @ 08:10:40 pm
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As i piece my life back together.I have to get used to the New normal.Relying on the kindness of strangers and extended family, as opposed to close family members(who are abusive)Who have lied. So new family members, new friends, new life. In a sense I'm living off the grid. Noone can be given my address, I must be careful what i tell acquaintances and friends(cuz ur not sure if it'll get back to ur abuser).It's like living in hiding,but a lesser form.This is the extent i must go thru to have peace of mind,emotions and be vioence free.Free from threats,lies etc etc.

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mixieloca

New Post! Hey Guys I'm back! I've been goin thru DV. Now I'm back!
February 27, 2012 @ 08:44:38 pm
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Hey guys,I been gone because I was goin thru Domestic violence. My mom assaulted me in Feb 2011, I and my kids moved out her home in with my friend, stayed two months, then moved into a house apartment. I couldn't afford the rent because of missed days at work. My ex-hub began to send death threats so i ended goin into a Domestic Violence shelter with my kids. Their program changed my life.I began to deal with the abuse I've suffered for years and my issues, went to therapy,support groups, as well as my kids.Now I've found empowerment and hope that I've needed to keep goin,as well as a renewed faith in God and prayer. My kids and I are now living safely in housing until we wait for a Domestic violence housing to become available.
=Jus know for anyone going thru Domestic Violence:There is help Available. Never stay in a Violent Situation,NOONE DESERVES ABUSE(no matter what excuse an Abuser gives you),Know your Worth, People will only do what you let them do to you, Protect your kids and yourself,Let that be a Motivation to get out,Love isn't supposed to Hurt Violently,,..

=National Domestic Violence Hotline 1-800-799-7233
=Safe Horizons 1-800-621-4673

C.

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emoqueen

New Post! HEY
September 08, 2009 @ 04:10:21 pm
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Yo ppl sorry i havent been on lately lol ive been workin to much. Good new tho!!!! i got a new bf
but yea theres mah up date...

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mixieloca

New Post! Update on the cat
May 30, 2009 @ 05:23:51 am
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de dude from job,that i had de crush on got laid off,but he still textes me n we keep in contact.He has a girlfriend and i still see his bandmate,he still doesn't know,i ain't gonna tell him. i think were jus be good friends. The day i went to court to get an order of protection from my crazy ex, he drove me.To me that spells friend.N im kool wit that.
I still have feelings for him though, but i respect the relationship between him and his girl,so I distanced myself, but that don't work cuz he'll contact me or text me. But Im workin on turnin these bizzare feelings and attractions i don't understand for him, into normalcy. Itz been 2 years, itz time to move on.His bandmate is kool n hot but hez jus a boy toy, why r emotions n stuff like this so complex?

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emoqueen

New Post! read it
May 09, 2009 @ 01:56:42 am
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At the moment i am at the hampton hotel in transilvania county, NC. and im bored and stuck in a room with my family help me lol. just wanted to let everyone know i got me a new bf!!! his names harley carter and damn!!!

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emoqueen

New Post! ok
April 09, 2009 @ 05:54:49 am
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I NEED A CIG!!!!! no really i do and i need some liquir to go wit dat. thank god spring breaks in 2 day!!!!!! lol im bored and im bout to start fineshing my other tat.

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emoqueen

New Post! TATTOOOS
April 09, 2009 @ 05:12:20 am
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I got new tattoo's haha when i get my cam. pplz will see!!
BUT anywayz me and brandon broke up but i dont care really cuz i can move on. and i have isomnia tonight so theres no sleep for me tonight lol im bored.

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emoqueen

New Post! bored and skools delayed 2 hrs
February 05, 2009 @ 11:42:36 am
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ugh im f***in bored sittin here smokin me a cig. but yea im bored...but on the good side skools delayed!!! but yea insomnia sucks....


SO! hows everyone this morning???? haha i was listenin to lady gaga (f***ing smexy as hell) but now im listenin to pink but yea im bored.. somebody relieve me of my boredism plz!! but yea

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emoqueen

New Post! XD OMFG
January 04, 2009 @ 04:54:23 am
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MY CAT MR. KITTYS RAPING MY TEDDY BEAR

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emoqueen

New Post! really sick
January 02, 2009 @ 12:18:40 pm
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really really sick, i have a headache, i cant breath, my eyes hurt, my nose is stoped up, my through it really sore... bleh i f***in hate winter

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