@mixieloca Said

It feels good to live in a place where I don't have to fear Violence. Where i don't have to argue with nobody, or have my life threatened, or be disrespected. I can raise my children Peacefully without Interference. I still have court dates but I'm hoping the judge makes decisions that are just and in accordance with the law. It's funny how i feel more at home in a shelter than living with family. I've learned that blood doesn't necessarily mean Love. Your family may be Dysfunctional. I found out mine was very Dysfunctional, only after leaving them and being in therapy. A lot of things I was taught were not only unhealthy but wrong and damaging to my Self. I'm jus glad to be free. I will never move in with them again.I will always make sure I got my own. And that Safety and peace of mind will triumph in the decisions I make in the future.
=The worst thing about all this is i lost my relationship with my Boyfriend Chris. First we seperated and then we broke up. My Dv situation was a bit much for him, but i found out thru therapy that our relationship wasn't that healthy either. There were elements of emotional abuse in it, (on his side). So in a sense I'm still grieving his loss, Cause I truly loved him. I loved him even more than my Abusive ex-husband.I thought he was gonna be the one. But You know what they say. You never Truly see a Man until A Crisis situation presents itself. That's when a man's true color's will come out. You'll see what a man is truly made of.

C.