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New Post! Strange
September 27, 2015 @ 11:03:35 pm
Not really sure what I'm doing here, perhaps just looking at the person I once was whilst failing to go to sleep and seeing if anyone else is still about from when I was at sixth form.

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New Post! I'm Back. It's Been A While.
July 24, 2014 @ 03:39:38 am
We are you. We are the madness that lurks within you all, begging to be free at every moment in your deepest animal mind. We are what you hide from in your beds every night. We are what you sedate into silence and paralysis when you go to the nocturnal Haven where we cannot tread.

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The Dragon is in....

New Post! Worst week of my life to date
February 25, 2013 @ 10:16:32 am
So I know I don't post much on here anymore but this seems more personal than Facebook lol.
Last week I was told I am being made redundant. On the same day my grandad and his partner were taken ill my grandad was nearly killed by the flu and his partner is in hospital she is getting better but she has sepsis so it's touch and go... Then Wednesday one of my old friends from my old place of work collapsed and died of a heart attack any to top it all off my fiance now has the flu and I am off work with stress.... Good week all round lol

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New Post! My First Tattoo
February 08, 2012 @ 01:22:26 pm
I am posting this picture in my journal because for some reason, I can't upload it at school. It says that the web content is blocked or some s*** and it really pisses me off So I guess the second best thing would be to post it in my journal, though I wanted it as my avvy.

You can't really see the detail well because of the fact that it is still healing, but you can see it for the most part. I was kind of leary of getting it on my foot and there was a reason I should be: it was so incredibly painful. I've heard that when you get a tattoo, after a while the skin becomes numb and you can hardly feel anything. That didn't happen. I could feel it the whole time and I was biting my lip to keep from screaming. It felt like someone was taking a rusty, sharp needled and stabbing the flesh of my foot a million times.

The coloring was worse, though. That felt like my skin was being ripped off with that same rusty, sharp needle. Needless to say, it was a very excruciating experience, but well worth it. Now I have my daughter's name on me forever and it's in a nice place because I can easily hide it when I get a job in the profession I'm working towards in college.

I look forward to getting more tattoos and of course piercings. I can't wait

In case it is hard to see, there is a hot pink outline of my daughter's name, as well as around the hearts and the chain. There is also a neon yellow shine on the inside of the heart that you can't see too well, as my blood has turned it red

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New Post! You Know What I Hate?
February 02, 2012 @ 01:31:31 pm
When people park their f***ing car on the sidewalk because they are too lazy to pull up into their driveway

This s*** annoys me so much, I just want to smash the f***ing car to pieces. They are so inconsiderate and rude to people who need to use the sidewalk. It may be a miniscule, unimportant thing, but it really gets on my nerves and pisses me off.

Like me, people like to ride their bikes and whatnot on the sidewalk on a nice day. How the hell can you ride them safely when a car is parked all the way on the sidewalk and it takes you by surprise, so much so that you have to quickly veer out into the road because it's either dark or you didn't notice the car at first.

It's just one of those f***ing things.

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New Post! Dear Jackie Morse Kessler;
January 31, 2012 @ 02:05:54 pm
Hello, Jackie. My name is Courtney Renninger and I wanted to write you an e-mail to let you know how much I love your books.

The particular book, Rage, has really struck a cord with me, because I am a recovering cutter myself. The way that you have written the book and the insight with which you have written it has allowed me to really connect with the story in a way that I do not think many people can.

I would like to thank you for your incredible work regarding Rage. It was an amazing story that really spoke to me in a way that not many books do and made me feel happy that someone else has taken a positive approach to self-harm and the means of recovering from it, instead of it being such a hidden and taboo topic.

Keep the books coming! (: I can't wait to read the rest in the series. I'm excited!

By the way, I'm a HUGE Nirvana fan and it tickled me pink that you included his likeness in Rage. Also, you included one of my favorite lines from a Nirvana song, "I'll kiss your open sores", in the book as well. Great minds think alike! (:

Thank you for your amazing talent.
I would appreciate it if you would write me back. It would make my day!

Best regards and best of luck,
Courtney Irene (:




New Post! Today:
January 27, 2012 @ 12:49:13 pm
I feel like s***. I'm tired, I want to go home and go back to sleep. I have a major headache, as well. I didn't even want to come today.

(I didn't take ten bucks, you f***ing moron )




New Post! January 23, 2012 @ 01:26:10 pm
No. f*** you.





New Post! Finally, I'm done with this s***.
January 12, 2012 @ 02:01:32 pm
This class is a f***ing joke

I'm not even suppose to be taking it until the term before I graduate, as it's for compiling your resume and do job searching and all that fun s***.

Well, guess what? I don't graduate until August I'm going to forget all this s***, most likely, between now and then.

So now I'm just job searching and writing my piss-poor resume for nothing, considering I have a job as of now.

I have just finished looking for 25 places to work. Now, on to references and a cover letter Not sure about references, as I haven't worked very many places.





New Post! Ughh.
January 10, 2012 @ 01:51:35 pm
It feels like it has been an eternity since I have been on TFS, and even long still since I have been to school. The stupid b**** that was suppose to get a ride with came the first day and brought me, but after that, she just stopped coming. No phone call, no text message or nothing. I tried to call several times and sent a lot of texts, but I don't know what the f*** is going on with her.

I just think it's downright rude to not let someone know when you are not going to do something that you said you would, especially something such as taking someone to school where attendence matters. It baffles me, really. I just don't understand. The good thing is the fact that I found another ride that is more reliable and less apt to just disappear. The bad thing is, I've missed four days of school and the limit is 6, in which after that day they take a letter grade off every day you continue to miss

Now I have to get caught up on all this s***, including doing my resume. I'm lucky that I just landed a home health care job, as I wouldn't have been able to put anything on my resume if I didn't


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