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Cpat92
It's all or nothing
|  In My MIND
June 22, 2013 @ 11:47:25 pm| 0 |  |
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| Words, sentences, phrases.
All coming from my heart
My mind and others' praises.
Killing my softly
Raising me up only to
Leave me in a loop
Staring at the black hole
Searching for answers;
Answers that refuse to appear
Got my mind raging.
Screaming for me to let them out.
How can I?
How should I?
Why would I?
Will the answers come out?
Will they lead me straight,
Or shall I go astray?Reply |
Cpat92
It's all or nothing
| Saved Myself (Kind Of)
September 19, 2012 @ 02:53:30 pm| 0 | |
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| | Well I managed to put both my loan payments and my other payment that I owe to Directv on hold until I come home in December. They won't kill my pockets at all while I'm away. I'm still $20 in debt due to some unexpected payments. I'm probably going to end my payments for Zune and Netflix until I return. In total those will take about 17 bucks out of my account a month. Don't have money to have them take any out so...... I kind of saved myself. If I am not mistaken, TD bank won't take money out of my account for the overdraft fee until I bring my money back to a decent amount. You live and you learn I guess. Reply |
Cpat92
It's all or nothing
| Unexpected
September 04, 2012 @ 08:04:34 pm| 0 | |
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| | Well, this feeling I now have is unexpected. To start things off I had a really good weekend in NJ. Got to hang out with my cousin and the Pastor's son (who is a childhood friend of mine) and we went to NY. We went to J'ouvert and saw the Labor Day Parade. Got to see my older sister and father. I also got to job search. I already filled out and brought in/submitted multiple job applications with more being filled out. Today we are heading back to Massachusetts and I didn't want to leave at all. So far in NJ, even though it is usually boring, I don't go through drama, I don't have to worry about if someone likes me or not or is a true friend. People there love me for me. I'm still observing my friends and I don't know who is true or not. I used to be neutral, but now I cant wait to move. 10 comments | Reply |
Cpat92
It's all or nothing
| Brotherly Talk
August 25, 2012 @ 04:43:14 am| 0 | |
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| | So while I was getting ready to make a nice cup of green tea, my brother was asking a question about girls and based off my reply that was based off a song he asked if I had a girlfriend. I told him I don't have one and he was actually interested in why I don't have a girlfriend. My younger brother is actually interested in something about me without trying to mocking me like my older brother. I mean my older brother does give advice like you all do. It's just surprising to me that he is interested in stuff about me. We both look up to my older brother, but he wasn't interested in stuff about me like that before. I didn't answer him yet, but I am quite flattered that my younger brother is showing interest. Hopefully he will be willing to learn a few things from me in the near future. I'm not my older brother, but I kind of wish that he kind of looks up to me too. 4 comments | Reply |
Cpat92
It's all or nothing
| When I'm Gone
August 21, 2012 @ 05:30:44 pm| 2 | |
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| | When I'm gone to some, it will be like I never existed. To some I will be missed. I say so be it. I will be glad to be gone because some weren't real to me anyways. I'll be moving on and moving to better things. No more nonsense for me. 21 comments | Reply |
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That is money in my pocket!
I'm happy I don't have to work there, but I'm slowly kicking myself in the butt because I didn't do things correctly.
Well, the only good news is that I will have the possibility to get that transfer. She's confusing me!