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statesville NC Joined: Feb 2005 |
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18 | M | | 43 | 46.51 | Feb 03, 2005 | 0 |
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Well to kick it off i was already having a s***ty day, school was borring as all hell. I walk in the door of my appartment and see that there was some mail for me. One was a birthday card from my brother, the other was a card from my ex. I can't stand this s*** this girl ripped me apart now she's sending me a birthday card, with a lenghty note attached. It absolutly ripped me apart, i was trying so hard not to think of her and what she did to me, and now i'm back at square one all pissed off and deppressed. | |
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Well as some of you know today is my birthday, i would have to say that it started off pretty crappy at first. i was dwelling on the fact that my ex is a heart breaker. But my day got better. I meet this cool a** girl online, and we played a game for a while, and she gave a few words of insperation, that really made me feel good. She's my new friend. | |
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I hate the fact that it is so hard for me to talk to girls. When ever i look at them i just draw a blank in my head. Take last night for example, i went to the concord mills mall in north carolina. I walked in to this music store. I was browsing trough some tunes, when i noticed this very good looking, blonde girl looking at me (she worked there by the way) as soon as i made eye contact with her my face must have turned 6 shades of red. So my roomate was trying to get me to talk to her but i chickened out. Then five minutes later some other dude walked up to her, i feel like a complte looser | |
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Today is a s***ty day, i have a bad headache due to last nights party, and its my birthday, and i was kinda hopping that my ex, would call me but i know that isn't going to happen | |
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Life is full of stress and i tell you, when your only 18 and trying to support yourself and send yourself to school its hard. Its even harder when you have made poor dessions in your life and those decisions keep you from obtaining you goals. It suck even worse when you finally realize that mom was right and i was wrong, life sucks | |
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