my life over the last week October 05, 2006 @ 08:59:32 am
ok i have 10 mins to write about my life..before my dad gets back...my nan died monday. the funeral is friday i hate living with her..i miss her so much...
i have a boyfriend he is lovely..NOW! he use to be a totally jerk! but he changed...hes more himself now..which is good...
i broke down yesterday at school..im not in school today took the day off..all my coursewokrs due in...but i cant think to do it...my minds all over the place..
i feel im losing someone..very important to me ...shes fading from me!!!!! and i guess...no matter what i do i cant fix anything!!!
people want me happy but they moan at me...for being sad...everyone gets sad...why cant i be...never sad...then..people could stop telling me im depressed and ill be happpy...
i just need a friend right now that wont judge me....
...i got frustrated yesterday and...got quiet a few friends mad at me.... ...i feel sick and i have a english exam in about 2 hours...im such a mean horrible person.....i so pale and ....grhhh i give up....i always make people mad at me..... ......oh well theres always tomorrow!!!!!life goes on...i guess
ok well i have spent so long writing a script for my Gcse for drama...cos my group couldnt be bothered to do it...now..today at school..they spent 2 lessons writing one out with out me now ,im being told what to do and what character to be...i have no choice ..i got to do there crappy script..i tried to tell them ...that i have ideas to add in and they stared shouting at me....grhhh..
im so stressed.... all my drama coursework is due in tomorrow and i havent finished it....its 1am and i havent finished...i still have over 30 questions..........someone make me happy....i hate being sad... Current Music: Silverstein
my life over the last week
