I am bored again, husband is playing MW2 again, and im talking to my butty, AGAIN. s*** gosh darn. Same s*** different day. I need something new man. Im tired of my routine life. Christmas is coming soon. I hate Christmas. I hate the colors, the reindeer, santa, presents, I hate it all...Its like the most pointless holiday ever. Haha. Im scruge. I need ppl to hang out with that are just like me. Or atleast hang with ppl I like. I wanna have fun. I wanna do what I did last year this time. I HAD FUN...s***. We would go around vandalizing ne thing we could get our hands on. Me and my friends got arrested for f***ing with the construction s*** on 410 in San Antonio, TX. (where I lived)...OMG I had so much fun. Course that was when Sean was in basic for 15wks, his mom took care of Nadia all the time, and I had my own apt all to myself. Good times good times. But all that s*** was irresponsible and not what you should do in this strict a** society. Ugh. So I had to change. Plus I got pregnant when Sean came home for Christmas so I had to start acting more mature cause now I would be having 2 kids. But oh do I wish I could still be a kid again. I had so much fun. Now I have a boring a** life and it hurts so much that my husband can act like a little kid and have no responsibilities. He says he doesnt have to be married to me or be a father to his kids. He can do what he wants. That hurts my feelings when he says that s***. Its like he doesnt care for real. But I barely have ne friends cause I dont get along with just anyone. If you like the same s*** I do and do the s*** I do, we will get along. But if you are strict, a b****, and disapprove of my lifestyle we will NOT EVER get along. So, there are a few of girls that I love to hang out with. And off the top of my head, they are :Katie, Liz, Martine, and....Ya thats it. Those are the only chicks that get me and are like me. But other than them, I get along with guys, cause I like girls, sports, wrestling, video games, guns, cars, s*** im basically a guy. But I do enjoy looking like a girl ahaha, BOOBIES!! Well I have written too much. haha. I just realized that. Peace out nukkas!

Love always,
Your neighborhood psychopath