emoqueen	HEY September 08, 2009 @ 04:10:21 pm 0
	Yo ppl sorry i havent been on lately lol ive been workin to much. Good new tho!!!! i got a new bf but yea theres mah up date... Reply

emoqueen	read it May 09, 2009 @ 01:56:42 am 0
	At the moment i am at the hampton hotel in transilvania county, NC. and im bored and stuck in a room with my family help me lol. just wanted to let everyone know i got me a new bf!!! his names harley carter and damn!!! Reply

bunnyprincess94	I MOVED!!!! April 21, 2009 @ 08:10:04 pm 0
	i moved and im so happy being back in my hometown i miss talking to everyone i hope i will beable to talk to everyone soon Reply

emoqueen	ok April 09, 2009 @ 05:54:49 am 0
	I NEED A CIG!!!!! no really i do and i need some liquir to go wit dat. thank god spring breaks in 2 day!!!!!! lol im bored and im bout to start fineshing my other tat. 5 comments | Reply

emoqueen	TATTOOOS April 09, 2009 @ 05:12:20 am 0
	I got new tattoo's haha when i get my cam. pplz will see!! BUT anywayz me and brandon broke up but i dont care really cuz i can move on. and i have isomnia tonight so theres no sleep for me tonight lol im bored. Reply

OnryKitten

If only they could see..... April 07, 2009 @ 12:42:28 am 1

Ok, so I just found out I have gained 10 pounds in the past week. Yeah, I know. You're probably thinking "Why freak out over 10 pounds? That's nothing!" Well first of all, I have a disorder called bulimia nervosa. I hate my body and I only see myself as FAT. I'm 5' 4" and I weigh 215 pounds. Bulimia is known as a binge-purge disorder. In other words, I eat excessively and then I purge by fasting. It's not a good thing, I know, but I can't stop seeing myself as fat. Especially since I'm technically obese. I can't stop myself from breaking down every time I gain weight. I hate myself so much for being this way. Even my boyfriend and family has to suffer through hearing my negative comments and thoughts. I feel so guilty about it: eating so much, being fat, and making others suffer. I can't help but wonder why? Why me?! Why do I have to be so ugly? So FAT??? I would kill to be skinny and beautiful like other girls my age, but I'm not. It's not fair. I can't even lose weight. I just gain, gain, gain. I don't deserve to have such a good family or boyfriend or talents or even grades. I'm ugly. No one wants me around so why do I continue to be here? Is it because I hate myself enough to believe that I deserve to torture???? I don't know. Every one says I need to stop complaining and worrying over the "small things". If only they could see......... Reply

emoqueen	bored and skools delayed 2 hrs February 05, 2009 @ 11:42:36 am 0
	ugh im f***in bored sittin here smokin me a cig. but yea im bored...but on the good side skools delayed!!! but yea insomnia sucks.... SO! hows everyone this morning???? haha i was listenin to lady gaga (f***ing smexy as hell) but now im listenin to pink but yea im bored.. somebody relieve me of my boredism plz!! but yea Reply

OnryKitten	someone plz shoot me......... February 03, 2009 @ 11:05:53 pm 0
	snow, snow, and more snow! god, i hate the cold. i'm so f***ing aggravated and nothings helping. in fact it just makes it worse. 8 comments | Reply

OnryKitten

I'm Done January 27, 2009 @ 02:37:29 pm 0

No one likes me. No one cares. No one believes me. No one will help me. Everyone overlooks me. Everyone wants to hurt me. Everyone wants me dead. Everyone doesn't want to see my f***ing ugly face again. Everyone thinks i'm full of s*** and lies and thinks all i want is attention. But thats not true. So i give up on trying. Goodbye everyone. You'll never never have to see my f***ing ugly face again. I'm gone. It'll be as if i never existed. 21 comments | Reply

OnryKitten

Repetitive Abuse- (Possible Contest Entry So PLZ Read and Tell me What You Think! January 25, 2009 @ 12:31:14 pm 0

Emotional violance, Haunting me from the past. A nightmare of tomorrow, The memory will last. They point and they laugh, As I try to disappear. Fear clouding my mind, Knowing the edge must be near. Scared and hurt, Forced to believe all the lies. Tears flowing, Praying that God hears my cries. Pushing me, shoving me, Calling me names. Sick of the torture. Sick of the games. Isolated and alone, Locked up in my room. Crying and scared, Awaiting my doom. Empty and hopeless, There is no use. I can't keep running, From this repetitive abuse. 5 comments | Reply

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