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| love is pain is a understatement cause love can kill you and sometimes it dont have to be kill you dead love can kill your sprirt but most of all love kills the heart.Loving someone is all good untill the one you love turnes around and hurts you..They say the one dat you love the one will end up hurting you da most and dis is so true they hurt you and keep doing it over and over again until you or that other person decides that enough is enough.But whos to say when will dat come around.I can count the times that i have been in love on one hand and each person has effected me in some way but i never ever thought i would love some one to the degree that i love Damon.I have been with him going on three years and have seen him two of those years.when we first got together i was good for a good seven months i suppose but when i made the mistake of getting phones for us i saw what he was doing cause in da back of my mind i figured he didnt want no body but me but da bill didnt lie and dats when i began to cry.dat boy has done so much s*** to me i dont even know where to start.from leaving me to the name calling to lying all da damn time to cheating i cant even tell you which one hurt da most hell they all did every hurtfull thing just bout killed me.and are still are i guese i figured if i love him enough he would stop or just maybe if i expressed my feeling he would see what he was doing was killing me but after all dis time after all the tears after all the thoughts of getting myself out of dis misery its gotten worse he went from seeing me at least one a week if possible to i would be lucky one a month then it went to nothing at all no calls no nothing but a few internet talks yes thats all i got this whole year is dat false hope i go over dat s*** over and over and over just trying to see why would he lie to me like dat why would he say he loved me and at the same time he laid up with someone else dat s*** just never dawned upon me but i knew he was cheating dat why i keep asking him dats why its f***ing crazy cause my dumb a** he was emailing me saying he didnt have a phone and da whole time he did duh im so f***ing dumb if he didnt want you to have his number what da f*** do dat tell you but when he needed you help dats when he got at you hell i should of left when da b**** he was f***ing asked me was i f***ing him to but no dumb a** brittany stuck with him and just as soon as he got a job it was f*** brittany and dats how its always been and dat s*** tears me up inside its just kills me kills me damn i hate to be in so much f***ing pain | |
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