Mere weeks ago, on December 27, I wrote these words:
"I just... I fail to find reasons to keep living this life. I need something new. A challenge. I've been waiting for one to pop up for almost a year now."On 31 December, celebrating 2010, I met my reason to keep living this life, my challenge. I got something new. After waiting for a challenge to pop for almost a year, I met Linda.
We've known each other know for about two weeks, and we are not dating, we're not a couple. We consider ourselves "Just something". I have a serious crush on her, to use such an expression. She feels just the same for me.
She's everything I could ask for, at the exact right time of my life. For those of you who know me, you also know my difficulties of moving on after Helena. I now have Linda. Perhaps this can be the turning point in my life, God knows I need it.
She's amazing. She listens to similar music to me, she's the cutest girl, 154cm short and with a perfect butt! Most importantly, she makes me feel valuable. I know already, after approximately two weeks, that I am of huge importance to her. I feel important. It gives me a purpose more than anything else. I'm simply... happy. Yes, I am happy. |