@bleed_ugly Said painting is my favorite. In art rigth now i'm working on this rpoject for the end of the year portfolio. It's a concentration thing and my topic is "Behind closed door" They're all paintings/colleges. It's the story plot of a girls life and what she goes through in her own home and family which everybody else suspects to be perfect. The first painting thing is of a cute little house with a nice yard and a wreath on the door; there's also a wecome mat on the front porch. Then the rest go into her abuse, how she feels, how she tries to wash the dirty feelings away, then it picks up into the self abusing behavior she develops as a result of her pain and abuse. At first I was gonna have the last piece be her hanging herself... but then I got angry with myself so I changed it. I didn't want peple who had been through the same abuse to believe there is no hope. So instead I have her calling somebody for help and then leaving her house to re-gain her dignity and self respect. Hopefully it turns out the way i want it to. The sketches are good... it's the painting and glueing things to it thats the hard part.
that sounds pretty awesome, i tried painting a picture one time of what was going on in my mind.. my teacher didnt understand it and i think she got kinda scared. lol, but you know.. thats the beauty in emotions... we are allowed a pen and paper and sometimes a masterpiece comes out of it
Nov 26, 2005 @ 08:30:33
