It is with great sadness and sorrow that I have to let everyone know that Emma passed away this morning at approximatly 8.30 uk time.
Some of you knew that she had been fighting cancer, and recently been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer.
She is my whole world, my soulmate and best friend.
Even though we hadnt met, we thought of ourselves as a "couple" and I was due to meet her in a couple of weeks. She had asked me to pick her up from the hospital. She has spent the last few weeks and months there having treatment.
Those who have spoken to her know what kind of person she is... she is stubborn but warm, friendly, witty and intelligent... but also straight to the point... and it is those things that I love about her.
I found this poem only last night... and it sums up just how I feel about her.
ETERNAL LOVE
I wonder if I dreamed of you-
if you would appear?
To make my nights full of love,
and always hold me near.
I wonder if I thought of you-
if you would feel it in your soul?
Like two spirits in the universe,
who always seem to know.
Even if the stars went black
and the sun were to shine no more.
They could find their way to each other,
no matter how far the shore.
Safely in each other's arms,
to bid the rest of time.
Finding Eternal Love
so many seek to find.
Caring for each other
through the worst of storms.
Leaning on the arms of love
and never need anymore.
This is how I feel for you,
I've known it all along.
You are my one true love
My world.. My heart.. My soul!
Emma is a wonderful person, and she is my whole world.
She will be sorely missed, and the world is definatly a worse place without her in it.
I cannot see my keyboard now for the tears, so will leave it there. I just thought it was right to let everyone know.
Many thanks... Mark (AKA Termy)