@calonso Said Right, don't swamp her inbox with mail, but you never did that before right? She still wants to hear from you. Don't withhold yourself from her so much in fear that you'll mess up like other guys. She likes you because of who you are and she love's to hear from you. Stop worrying so much, you know you can be yourself around her better than you can with anyone else, your new found feelings shouldn't be a hindrance.
No, I never did. She was away for a coupel weeks not long ago, and I didnt know that She had no internet access wheer She was, so I had sent about 6 or 7 forwarded jokes, ect.Over a 2 week period, I rarley send "personal"e-mails. When I talk to Her on a about personal things its is almost always live
E-Mail is for pics, MP3's and jokes. Anyways, She send a mail and said "I got a chance to check My e-mails while away. I got alot of them from you!" And I replied" Oh! I didnt realise You werent able to keep them checked, so Ill stop sending till You are back." To which She replied "No, its OK. I like getting Your jokes"
So.... Ive slacked off, just to be sure. She may have just been being kind. Id hate to know I was a nuescense
Id die of shame, really!
Its been 2 days since I had talked to Her. As I said, I worry too Much. I am worried even now that She is tired of Me. Maybe its just cause I care so much. I mean.... I know She loves Me. She says that when She leaves almost every time..... Shouldnt I just kinda take a chill pill? I think Im so anxious cause I DONT wanna screw up! LOL. Like I said, One shot deal. I cant ever mess it up, I expect perfection from Myself on this.
It was going along smoother till I started exploring these deeper feelings for K.
Now the love bug is taking hold, I think. It may be gettn' worse.
LOL! You are being so nice
This is just the kind of support I was needing when I came here. Thank You tons my friend.