What is your greatest Desire and you greatest Fear

Greatest desire- Self sufficiency
Greatest fear- being truely alone

To find someone as awesome as me.

Only finding people as awesome as Charlie Sheen, which is nowhere near as awesome as me.

A fear I dread perhaps a solitude of penance
Or a sacrament she may desire and render me undone
Cast out unto shadows, an unembodied abyss
A menace of solace it grows without my release
A Carcass of life, self discarded abandoned and deprived
I Exist an empty tomb without life yet somehow alive.

I desire that for which I fear is unknown
I fear my desire to be left alone…….