First all of the happy stuff. In 9 days I will finally be with Giz again! I will get to see Danie,Amber,Devin and Alicia during that time when Giz and I are still in town. I have registered for classes for next semester. I am enjoying my summer vacation so far. Now for the not happy stuff. I am in a down swing again...I feel alot of anxiety about school next year. I find myself put off even completeing my financial aid forms because thinking of school is so overwhelming. I have come to realize a situation I am in is not healthy for me and I am going to remove myself from it and the guy involved...I do wish to remain friends with his girlfriend though...I just can't go on enabling him in something I know he has no business being involved in. He and the whole situation reminds me of my ex too much. I am also worried about a few other things.