April 2008 was my busiest month ever with over 120,000 post! This beats the last busiest month ever, March 2008, that had over 85,000 posts. Additionally, more than 2/3rds of the busiest days ever were in April.
There will soon be in excess of 2.2 million posts and 40,000 accounts.
I've lost my soul September 03, 2007 @ 10:34:32 pm
I now this cause I feel like an empty shell and have nothing in my life to please me now, all that's left of me now is a bitter, twisted person who is really unhappy with life and I just need someone to be my soulmate, my saviour and my life. I've got so angry and upset today I threw my mobile phone against my wardrobe and broke it. Will someone please come and save me from myself.
My life at present... August 03, 2007 @ 09:27:36 pm
I'll put it in a nutshell. First off, things with the ex were starting to go right again and maybe possibly getting back together until I do something stupid again to blow my chances. Then there is the fact that my dad has had to go to hospital to have a triple heart bypass, but before he went in he had MRSA which isn't good if it gets into his wounds which I hope it doesn't other than that he is doing fine. at the moment I feel like my supposed friends kind of only wanna hang out if I use my car which makes me feel like I'm being used but I won't let it bother me. My depression is slowly getting better but I am a long way from feeling completely happy with my life.
World Series Of Poker - Tournament Of Champions July 26, 2007 @ 07:28:06 pm
I'm getting addicted to this game on my Playstation but finding it hard to play, I keep making a few too many stupid decisions but that's me. I feel like I'm actually sat there playing! I've won 2 tournaments so far, made the final table on 4 and entered 13 tournaments. I prefer no-limits games cause I can bully people and make them fold!
ive got my hospital appointment tomorrow. July 26, 2007 @ 06:38:04 am
and im not looking forward to it. i have an ovarian cyst on my right ovary and its causing me no end of trouble. i was in hospital with it a few weeks ago and the doctor at one hospitial wanted to operate. so he sent me to another hospital (thankfully not to far) who said no it can wait.
so tomorrow i see my consultant to talk about what we are going to do. the problem is if they remove it my ovary may have to go to as the cyst is in an awkward place. as this is the second cyst in 2 years -i had one on my left in 2005- theres a chance that i could develope a cyst on my left and then have no ovaries left.
but if we leave this one and it carries on growing then i would be restricted to what i can do. ive already been told not to pick my son up to much as it could set pain off. hmmm i just dont know what to do. iu dot particularly want to lose my ovary or even have an op but neither do i want to be in pain when i pick my son up or worse not being able to pick him up at all
i just want this teething lark to be over July 25, 2007 @ 07:10:57 am
i have one very very grumpy baby. another tooth is coming through and hes not a happy little chap. he doesnt want to eat i could only get him to have a few mouthfuls of his breakfast. he has slight nappy rash and theres only so much bonjela i can give him.
hes not sleeping well at night and keeps waking up. i just want this awful stage over so that he goes back to his usual happy self.
ok so i know its self inflicted but im so tired. after reading Hp yesterday and finishing it last night. i went onto another forum i use to talk about and dissect the book (sad i know) anyway didnt finish doing that until gone midnight. then i was in a chat room until 1am. when will i learn that a 9 month oldand late nights do mot go together. of course my son was up at half five. although if i go to bed early he doesnt wake until half 7. hmmmm i think my child somehow knows when ive had a late one
so today his daddy had him whilst i had a lie down although i actually feel worse for sleeping.