erm... another reason feel uncomfortable is fact that got a friend from home over. He came over probably too early. Hasnt given me much time to settle in. Also annoying that everyone keeps asking me to do stuff and I cant cos he's here. Its great that he's here... but... I think ppl know what I mean!

And another pathetic reason I'm uncomfortable is cos of one of my housemates. She was a really good friend last term. REALLY good! She was there for me alot... but since coming back feels like she's distant. And know she isnt, half of it is me. But I'm also stupidly jealous. She's spending so much time with one of my other housemates. She sort of had something going on with him last term, yet they called it a day. Now, recently they've been spending lot of time together, and I cant stop thinking bout it and feeling... GOD KNOWS!!!

I hate it when like this... TFS, can you help me out?
How do you cure jealousy? If it is jealousy... maybe I like her, maybe I dont. Maybe I just want my friend back. She dont feel like my friend now... ah well!

Better times ahead. My friend said yesterday that I dont seem to be enjoying my canadian experience. He keeps trying to give me answers and that but I truly dont know. Maybe I'm worrying bout the lil' things too much. lol. I cant appreciate anything can I?

Take care everyone.