having a hard time December 10, 2009 @ 11:08:01 pm
jus posted a new topic and mentioned that i didnt want to talk about what was up.... (still dont) but im gonna say a few things that have happened since my last log in earlier this year....
my mum and dad got divorced in october but its not as straight forward as most ppl wud think as they still live in the same house together and my dad is makin EVERYBODYS life a living hell!!!
im havin a rough time at work and I have a disiplinary tomorrow that i am NOT looking forward to
im gonna ahve to take a pay and hour cut... (by choice) which shud help the situation at work!!!
im still with my darling Ross and its been a year now... a whole year.. oh how time flys.... but i havent told him i love him (which I do by the way) and its gettin me down... its gettin him down too
its been way over a year since the passing of Angel and to be honest im still NOT over it... my bf thinks i need counselling and at times i do too!!!!!
i had a tattoo to commemorate the year passing (and so did my bf) and i look at it everyday and wish it was my baby i was lookin at :'(
I'm a destitute paranoid schizophrenic who has lost his labido and has not been able to find a decent enough employer over the past twenties years so I've been constantly jumping from minimum wage job to minimum wage job.
Most of my family are dead and I have no friends in RL.
But as long as I don't wind up walking the streets homeless I find reasons to be content.
Part of what your experiencing is due to perception the other part depression.
There are some very inspirational and helpful people here at TFS but you should also seek out a counselor immediately.
having a hard time
December 10, 2009 @ 11:21:03 pm
