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On June 24, 2007 stenise


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Public entry Your Royal b****ness
June 06, 2007 @ 04:43:57 am
So I went to Cali, and it was a blast...and sextastic...and sushi and joy...and lots of helicopters and cadances....and uniforms.
Okay, so anyway...I don't know what to do with my "future". I have a least a semester left of school, granted that my financial aid and everything is still welcomed and offers you know. So what do I do? I will have an english degree...and I majored in creative writing and I don't want to be a teacher! And I can't stop watching Shin Chan or whatever this cartoon is with the kid that shows his a** all over the place. White Elephants!
And ps. to those I miss and that I have not been in touch with, I'm okay, and I've been a horrible c*** to my bf the past few days...I think it's hormones and shacking up together that makes me moody. But he deals, I deal and I still love him. I just don't know what tod do when school starts again and he leaves for Indiana to go to school too...he'll be so far away again.
Current Music: Cartoon Network
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January 23, 2007 @ 01:30:51 am
I'm excited and praying for great if not just plain ole decent weather for the next week and this weekend!
(Dang I forgot a title)
Current Music: Mos Def~The Panties
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Public entry Hey...it's about my marine again
January 11, 2007 @ 02:54:03 am
Okay...so I just can't walk away from him!
Current Music: Tymphs~Fiona Apple
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Public entry Jane says, have you seen my wig around?
December 30, 2006 @ 09:25:05 am
....I feel naked without it. (naievity was my wig)

I've been informed that...life deals you disappointment like free candy. It's the five o' clock free crack giveaway over here in that department...the disappointment I mean, not the candy you 'tard!
Current Music: Janes Addiction~ "Jane Says"
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Public entry Let's all burn down Usa, f***ing american, teenage wasteland bald bird eagle stor
December 30, 2006 @ 02:32:36 am
Once I thought getting a job in retail would be simple, a lot of paitence, but overall it'll do. Put in some long hours here, take some days off for class there, short shifts on a daily over yonder...it should work....but I'm here to tell you it f***ing sucks. I haven't been able to properly rant and/or rave about this stupid f***ing job like I should! I've been holding all these bastard feelings in since the week before christmas shoppers rushed in! These pyscho, anorexic whining b****es all under 17 and then these wide hipped, hippo over 25 whores that come in and they love to b**** b**** about every little f***ing thing! I can't help it the store is the way that is! I can't help that we don't fit odd sizes, or that we don't have half 0s! Eat something you freak! Stop starving yourself past the point of hottness! Stop screaming at me because your breasts are too big to fit into a size 14 top after you had a s*** load of babies, you cow! It's not my fault that they size the f***ing shirts that way! I don't know why they want to do that to the button ups! Maybe because those types of shirts make cows look like....COWS when they were them so corporate discourages you from wearing them by not fitting them to you particularly...you stupid skanks! And don't get me started on the men, those prissy little, indifferent yet still so demanding a** wipes! I'm seriously, a man can come in into a store and shop to look nice and still be a man, but when you get beyond self absorbed and you're hogging the mirrors in the fitting rooms from the other customers and whinning that you look like your 210 instead 180 in this shirt...f***ing please! I hate when they act so super bad a** after throwing a b**** fit at their girlfriends and mothers about sizes or whatever, and then hand all their s*** that they didn't intend to buy back to me and say s*** like "be cool dog" or some s*** like "alright, purrlady, you that just wasn't me...you know I don't do this shopping thing" and i"m like please, b****...I saw you in here three times this week alone! Stop hiding it, you're a homo! And it's okay...we still hate you straight or gay...it doesn't make you cooler when you're pretending to be straight! I HATE THE SOUTH!

I love my coworkers though...like alot, most of them are cool until it gets down to schedules with my managers and break times, they suck a** and everybodies a little hard of paying attention. They love to ignore requests or time frames...etc. But they're cool over all.
Current Music: Jets to Brazil~"Sea Anemone"
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July 13, 2006 @ 03:16:07 am
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Public entry He's gone...
May 18, 2006 @ 06:43:50 pm
He's actually been gone for almost two weeks now, I'm just now getting a chance to get to a pc and type some stuff out
So I've been away for too long and I don't know when I'm gonna be able to come back and actually catch up and have fun again! I hate not having the net at home anymore!
So I had fun with my bf and I didn't get to see him that much while he was here...we hardly had any time to f**k like rabbits (only two of the five days I got to see him) and he was here almost two weeks. I love his family so much though, we hung out with his half bro and his sis and his niece a bit...they're all nutty. Anyway, I just thought I'd update anyone who wanted to almost sort of kinda know what was going on with us.
I need a job still...and I'm bored out of my mind...made a 2.5 this semester and I've got to give up the library pc in like 15 minutes

I STILL LOVE TREEBS! (and El Tino of course...the sexiest man alive)
I miss TFS so much...
Current Music: SIlence in the Library
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Public entry So so so long!
April 12, 2006 @ 07:26:21 pm
HE'S BACK!
and I don't know if I'm all that happy yet...will things be different when I physically see him (yes of course ) But how will things work out...as far as sharing time goes?
Current Music: the silence of the campus pc lab
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Public entry Just a little?
March 20, 2006 @ 05:09:25 am
Okay, this is so funny to me! So me and my friend have gotten into "arguements" on whose wrong and right...several of them, especially over this. So I think my boyfriend looks a little like Luke Wilson...I think it's his eyes and the nose...and I wish I had a pic of him when his smiling, cause it's the smile too. My friend said he looked nothing like L. Wilson...would fight me down about this, until he saw a picture of JByrd again...and he just started laughing and was like "Okay...so he does look a little like Luke Wilson...and if you say anything smartassed he'll look a lot more like Owen after I kick his ass..."
I just thought it was funny...so now I want to post these pictures and see if anyone else sees what I see, see what the popular vote says
But how do I do it I guess I could merge them and put them up under my photos and use a link...
JByrd's head (jawline) is more rotund than Wilson's...he has a stronger jaw, boxier
Current Music: Brendan Benson~Cold Hands, Warm Heart
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Public entry Music suggestions anyone?
March 17, 2006 @ 11:19:16 pm
I feel horrible today...I was in a good mood but then things just went down...like a roller coaster ride that is pulling back into the station and you have no more tickets to ride
I'm bored and I know that I'm not going to be doing anything for St. Paddy's...I always miss out on the fun times. All my friends (the three I sort of have) are all doing something else...one's out of town with some hot guy he's been chilling with for a week...My other one is working double shifts and then has to deal with another friend's issues after she left her abusive bf today...and they'll go back to my friend's house and drink and party to get their minds off of it, thats how they do things.
My bf hasn't called...and I think it's been 3 weeks exactly now, and the news from Iraq is getting crazier...and they're keeping those guys busy obviously. I just freak out so easy these days, the closer it gets toward the time for him to come back to the states.
I just feel like crying my eyes, I'm so worried and so lonely today, lol. I need some good suggestion for music too...good good stuff.
Current Music: Polly~Nirvana
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