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New Post! I am back
September 08, 2009 @ 02:30:23 pm
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New Post! The Day The Bell Fell Silent
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New Post! Anyone have any questions for me?
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New Post! Busiest month ever!
May 01, 2008 @ 09:12:40 am
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April 2008 was my busiest month ever with over 120,000 post! This beats the last busiest month ever, March 2008, that had over 85,000 posts. Additionally, more than 2/3rds of the busiest days ever were in April.

There will soon be in excess of 2.2 million posts and 40,000 accounts.

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yndy

New Post! hohum...
October 04, 2006 @ 04:49:35 am
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i've been in and out of tfs for quite some time... but it is only in tfs that i get to let out all my rants and raves in my life... here's another one...
i did an event for filipino-american installation artist by the name of paul pfieffer (he will be doing an art installation exhibit in wembley stadium in england, please watch out for it) in this project i met a guy named andrew. well he was one of my coordinators / production assistant at that time... (it started last august 19) well seemed that we both knew what we wanted at that time and to cut it short we grew close. many people around me started asking if he's like my bf or something close to it. i can't tell them anything cuz i really dunno what we're having at that time. all i knew was we are enjoying each other's company. time came when everybody was insisting that andrew has his thing for me. wel one of my so called big brother in the production wuld always tell me that he wouldn;t go out o his way only to be with me (my computer broke like around 10 in the evening and he was right in frnt of my doorstep firs thing in the morning, he also insists that i apply in the same company he's in, and the list goes on) at night i wonder why i keep on denying not only to the people around me but to myslef as well that nothing is really going on between the two of us. well maybe simply because he's not telling me anything and at the same time i dont wanna assume of whatever things that may relate the things happening between us into something deeper than friendship. i dunno if i was relieved or whatever when after the celebration of my bday (i celebrated it for 3 consecutive days) the last night of the celebratin actually he brought me home and the next day we we're just talking over the phone... and he just asked me if i notice all the attention that was thrown to me by him.. well it all started there... now he's courting me.. (and for the record, he's the first guy that i allowed to court me cuz i never believed in those stuff) well thats it for now.. more to come...

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yndy

New Post! why?
July 07, 2006 @ 04:17:34 pm
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it's been five months since we talked. so much time has passed. so may things have happened. people have come and gone in my life. and so was he. i learned to forgive. i leaned how to live without him by my side. i learned to make plans for myself. i learned how to focus on my work. after all these time that he wasn't there, i learned to appreciate other things. i learned from the people around me. from myself. from my own experiences. i learned to trust myslef once more. i learned that one day i could love once again. i learned that i could be happy even without him. i learned that life goes on. i learned... or so i thought.

how could one single text message change all of that? how could i forget all that i learned? how could i forget that once, this man have caused alot of damage into my life. into my whole being? how could just one message made me forget all those?

now i'm back. back to where i found myself a few months back.
distraught...
hurtin....
unable to trust...
feelin useless...
lost....

why?
why did he come back? why does he have to do this?
why....

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New Post! anybody know sthis guy???
May 05, 2006 @ 05:36:42 am
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anybody of you knows Prof. Andrey Andreev of St. Petersburg University in Russia? any links... send it over please.. badly needed... thanks guys...

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yndy

New Post! why does he has to say hurtful things?
April 26, 2006 @ 04:26:21 pm
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i'm with my new work right now.. my boss really ticks me off!! why does he has to say hurtful things to us.. he acts as if he's the only one workin his a** off! i mean we're literally killing ourselves working with no benefits at all and still he says we're not worthy of the job. why is he the first one to make us feel stupid wherein he should be the one boosting our morale? he always say that he alone can make the job done (THEN WHY THE HELL DOES HE CALL US IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT OR IN SOME CASES WHILE IM OUT WITH SOMEONE JUST FOR US TO DO SOMETHING THAT COULD WAIT TILL WE GET TO OUR OFFICE?) and a while ago he was like talking to someone over the phone and he goes like " i really cant tell you right now why they are not suited to do that coz they are still here" hhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllloooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 grrrr that really ticked me off!!! gawd!!! why are there people like this in this world?

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