i'm sorry for everything ive done. it only is a mistake in the end. no matter how i try i always get it wrong. every second of everyday you are the one going through my mind. ever action i have, every thought i take is for you. all i do is try to make you happy. every bit of energy goes into you. everything i have is for you. and yet i still never succeed. im sorry for everything that i ever do. im sorry that all the things i do make it seem like i dont care. im sorry that i keep screwing up, making us fight and you want to brake up with me. im just sorry for everything i do and done. im only human tho. i make mistakes. i dotn mean to be gay all the time. i really dont purposely try. i love you with all my heart and soul and wish you could see that. you mean the worlld to me. i dont even know if you'll read this and part of me doesnt expect you too but if you do this is how i truly feel and if you dont then at least ive gotten it off my chest. i love you and never want to be without you.