Only one hour of school left. Actually, forty minutes. I'm not feeling any better and something behind my ear seems to be swelling a bit. I am exhausted physically, mentally, and emotionally. I've decided that I'm going to Monica's tonight. We're going to have a one-on-one talk about what the hell is going to happen with us. This is either going to turn out horrible or great, but no more waiting for her to make up her mind. I've been killing myself for a month on this issue. Enough is enough. All I have done is wait and wait and wait, which is something I have never done. That is how much I care about her.

Ok, enough with my relationship, now onto the sickness. I really am worried I have something I haven't encountered before. I had a friend that had an area near his ear that had a little swelling, and before anyone knew it, he was in the hospital with something the doctor's couldn't diagnose. He did get better, but it was pretty damn scary. I just hope this is the common flu, and I'll be better in a week or so.