yet again i find myselph torn in two who do i choose someone who takes my breath away OR someone i already have well almost im not shure whats going on i think he dont want to get into a relationship with me coz hes off to uni in september. im not even shure that i truely want him.
yes i do like him and we do click, but how do i know its love and not just lust? so tell me do i take the risk and go after someone i may not get in the end or do i stay wiht what i have? do i risk being alone again or do i have the fue months being with someone i may or may not have because hes not shure he wants to get into anything? i wish things where more simple! Current Music: pink: walk away
i met a guy who is loverly but im told he cant stick to one person
im not shure whats happening with him at all.
what makes it worse my ex-girlfriend desided to have a little chat with him she sees me as competition and wants what i want/have she was ment to be my friend now im not so shure i even want to see her again.
i find myselph asking me yet again whats the point im not REALLY needed here am i? Current Music: my chemical romance: im not ok
its so sad i havent realy made any friends here yet im a very impacient person and nothing well almoast nothing happens quich enough 4 me. iwent out with my m8 today and got drunk, fell asleap in the park and then stole chris' dinner or some of it then had chips yay phips! Current Music: none im watching lee evens!