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Maidstone, United Kingdom
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December 01, 2007 @ 01:01:40 am
Well i haven't been around for a while, so I thought i'd let people know whats been happening

The past few weeks have been probably the worst of my life, my mum passed away from a heart attack, it was quite sudden as she didn't have any previous problems. Obvoiusly losing your mum is hard, but it was like losing my dad all over again as well, as he died when i was 7 and mum raised me on her own since then.

My divorce came through (not bad news) but my wife obviously didn't want tme to stay there any more. The problem was my brother is having building work done so cant put me up, and i have no freinds in the area so i've been sleeping in my car for a while now

Things seem to be out of my control at the moment, the only thing i did have in my control....well i screwed up basically. Mainly due to my stupidity and cowardice. Thats the most frustrating thing of all, to know that one thing would make your life 100% better but you don't have the courage to do it. Some knight in shining armour i'd make eh?

Well I'd better get off my brothers computer i've been trying to fix

Heart pouring over now

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New Post! December 01, 2007 @ 01:05:42 am
sorry to hear man(seriously)_if you were in the states you could stay at my place! no, im not
that way but anyway its true, better luck to you!


New Post! December 01, 2007 @ 12:20:23 pm
i have to say i am not sorry to hear it

let it go and move on is the best advice i could give you!!!!!!!!!!!!

plenty more fish in the sea


New Post! December 28, 2007 @ 06:28:24 pm
i might have lost sazzie in all this but i wont EVER FORGET YOU


New Post! December 30, 2007 @ 01:54:09 pm
@justmick Said
i might have lost sazzie in all this but i wont EVER FORGET YOU

Thanks Mick i won't forget you either

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