Yep it's true. I am 24 today.. thanks for all the birthday wishes
For the first time I don't really care that it's my birthday?
I mean it's a Monday to begin with (I hate Mondays) and I'm at work.
It's not like I can go out tonight and party... not that I would go out anyway.
Im not feeling much better than I did last week even thought I got more than enough sleep over the weekend.
For some reason my grandparents are coming down from Albany on Wednesday. I'm suspecting my grandfather is having heart problems again and that's the reason for the sudden trip. They never come down in the winter months. I'm worried.
I've also managed to completely isolate myself from any friends who have made contact with me over the past week. I don't know, I dont feel like myself and am tired of hearing how they want to help me. I appreciate but I'm tired of everyone in this "I can save you" type mood. I'm just in a crap mood and it's got to rid itself out.
The only thing I'm really looking forward to is my birthday present from Austin which won't be until 3/22. He got me tickets for La Traviata so I'm thrilled about that.
Now his birthday is in 2 1/2 months so I have to start brain storming on what to get him. Also think I may throw him a party since he is turning 25, NOW that's a milestone!
Maybe I'm just freaking out cause I'm 24 and am not exactly where I expected to find myself at this age.. not that I think I had a clue where I'd be to begin with.... but oh well
3/10/08
March 10, 2008 @ 09:24:16 pm
