April 2008 was my busiest month ever with over 120,000 post! This beats the last busiest month ever, March 2008, that had over 85,000 posts. Additionally, more than 2/3rds of the busiest days ever were in April.
There will soon be in excess of 2.2 million posts and 40,000 accounts.
My trust is a child's rag doll
Torn to pieces and thrown to the ground
Glass eyes staring at uncaring hands
Bright patchwork dress trampled and stained
Stuffing-substance leaking to the wind
Smiling broken at the shining blue sky
little craving (poem) November 08, 2006 @ 12:17:03 pm
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I love you more
than this bag full of rocks
that I used
to kill your cat
who stood in my way
of getting you
my little shy mouse
who is just begging for a piece of cheeze
straight from the factory itself
so peel back the wrapper
and indulged yourself
I'll just sit here and watch
til you get through
then will satisfy
my little craving
would i love myself (poem) November 08, 2006 @ 12:16:27 pm
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if i was loved
would i love myself?
would i see something in me
that i never saw before?
something good
beautiful
worthy of love
or would the hate remain
and seeds of doubt grow
"why does he love me?
what does he see?"
if i was thin
would i love myself?
would i look in the mirror
and like what i see
would i feel beautiful?
or would i find something else
another flaw
eyes
lips
hair
it doesn't matter
imperfections without to reflect
the imperfections within
if somebody praised me
would i love myself?
would i finally feel good enough?
intelligent
talented
somebody special
somebody who matters
would i smile and feel finally at peace?
or would i keep going
wondering why the praise is never enough
to silence the voices within
and sometimes i wonder
why i look to all these things
to make me feel worthwhile
when all i really need
is to love myself.
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This beats the last busiest month ever, March 2008, that had over 85,000 posts. Additionally, more than 2/3rds of the busiest days ever were in April. 
