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| As i piece my life back together.I have to get used to the New normal.Relying on the kindness of strangers and extended family, as opposed to close family members(who are abusive)Who have lied. So new family members, new friends, new life. In a sense I'm living off the grid. Noone can be given my address, I must be careful what i tell acquaintances and friends(cuz ur not sure if it'll get back to ur abuser).It's like living in hiding,but a lesser form.This is the extent i must go thru to have peace of mind,emotions and be vioence free.Free from threats,lies etc etc. | |
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Hey guys,I been gone because I was goin thru Domestic violence. My mom assaulted me in Feb 2011, I and my kids moved out her home in with my friend, stayed two months, then moved into a house apartment. I couldn't afford the rent because of missed days at work. My ex-hub began to send death threats so i ended goin into a Domestic Violence shelter with my kids. Their program changed my life.I began to deal with the abuse I've suffered for years and my issues, went to therapy,support groups, as well as my kids.Now I've found empowerment and hope that I've needed to keep goin,as well as a renewed faith in God and prayer. My kids and I are now living safely in housing until we wait for a Domestic violence housing to become available.
=Jus know for anyone going thru Domestic Violence:There is help Available. Never stay in a Violent Situation,NOONE DESERVES ABUSE(no matter what excuse an Abuser gives you),Know your Worth, People will only do what you let them do to you, Protect your kids and yourself,Let that be a Motivation to get out,Love isn't supposed to Hurt Violently,,..
=National Domestic Violence Hotline 1-800-799-7233
=Safe Horizons 1-800-621-4673
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de dude from job,that i had de crush on got laid off,but he still textes me n we keep in contact.He has a girlfriend and i still see his bandmate,he still doesn't know,i ain't gonna tell him. i think were jus be good friends. The day i went to court to get an order of protection from my crazy ex, he drove me.To me that spells friend.N im kool wit that.
I still have feelings for him though, but i respect the relationship between him and his girl,so I distanced myself, but that don't work cuz he'll contact me or text me. But Im workin on turnin these bizzare feelings and attractions i don't understand for him, into normalcy. Itz been 2 years, itz time to move on.His bandmate is kool n hot but hez jus a boy toy, why r emotions n stuff like this so complex?
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| The Musician dude that i'm liking. I met him thru a co-worker. The two are in a band together. He asked me if his friend knew about me n him. I said No. He said he didn't want him knowing his business. Now at first I was cool. Because I don't like nobody knowin my business either. But then it started to irk me, Y would he want me keep this private, if we decide to get serious, isn't his friend eventually goin to find out? I don't mind keepin our interest in each other on the DL, but I don't know what the big deal is. I'm still keepin it private, but it irks me. Some of my friends gavce their opinions about it, maybe he's just a private person or maybe he gets around with groupies and my co-worker knows that, What do you guys think? I'm tryin to avoid getting into any drama. | |
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| Itz so freakin weird!I like this guy but he isn't even my type he's younger than me and a musician.Thatz not my type. Even though i sing,i don't date musicians!This is so crazy.I feel like i gotta b careful...... | |
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