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New Post! Busiest month ever!
May 01, 2008 @ 09:12:40 am
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April 2008 was my busiest month ever with over 120,000 post! This beats the last busiest month ever, March 2008, that had over 85,000 posts. Additionally, more than 2/3rds of the busiest days ever were in April.

There will soon be in excess of 2.2 million posts and 40,000 accounts.

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hel

New Post! my life over the last week
October 05, 2006 @ 08:59:32 am
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ok i have 10 mins to write about my life..before my dad gets back...my nan died monday. the funeral is friday i hate living with her..i miss her so much...

i have a boyfriend he is lovely..NOW! he use to be a totally jerk! but he changed...hes more himself now..which is good...

i broke down yesterday at school..im not in school today took the day off..all my coursewokrs due in...but i cant think to do it...my minds all over the place..

i feel im losing someone..very important to me ...shes fading from me!!!!! and i guess...no matter what i do i cant fix anything!!!

oh well...thats it..for now..

~hel~

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hel

New Post! GCSE Results
August 24, 2006 @ 12:18:48 pm
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i failed.

History-U

Maths-E

Science-E

Science-E

Drama-D

RS-D

Art-C

English-E

IT-G




but i got my C in art..now my art teacher has to come tree hugging with me..he he he YAY he he he he he !

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hel

New Post! why want me happy
July 06, 2006 @ 11:10:20 pm
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people want me happy but they moan at me...for being sad...everyone gets sad...why cant i be...never sad...then..people could stop telling me im depressed and ill be happpy...



i just need a friend right now that wont judge me....

~hel~

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hel

New Post! angel died...girl dies
June 09, 2006 @ 10:24:12 pm
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a poem i wrote..

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hel

New Post! tears!!!!!
June 08, 2006 @ 11:19:21 pm
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i cant stop crying.... ..i feel so alone....i ruein everything...

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hel

New Post! sick and frustrated
June 08, 2006 @ 10:09:59 am
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...i got frustrated yesterday and...got quiet a few friends mad at me.... ...i feel sick and i have a english exam in about 2 hours...im such a mean horrible person.....i so pale and ....grhhh i give up....i always make people mad at me..... ......oh well theres always tomorrow!!!!!life goes on...i guess

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hel

New Post! no school
May 22, 2006 @ 09:24:36 am
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i am so bored as i have left school..grhhh..i have nothing to do but study....grhhhh i hate studying all day....

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hel

New Post! sleep!!!
May 21, 2006 @ 01:24:43 am
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i cant sleep...grhhh...anyone got any tips...on how i cant get to sleep....

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randomhero

New Post! the endless search
May 15, 2006 @ 02:58:52 am
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so far this year i have been trying to find myself i know it is something we all do espically in are younger years but for me it is something so much more...i have become a ghost image of a hollow shell my soul is at a stale-mate war agaisnt its self and it leaves me detached from the world around me my world is a blur of images that have no meaning nothing matters when i am like this but there is window short glimpses of pure emotion be they happy or sad or anything between they are intense and overwhelming and for that moment i more connected to that person or thing than anything in the world. It has become the same for my thoughts my mind is blank until those moments to where i am connected with something and then everything makes sense. As of right now i feel nothing and i am thinking nothing my thoughts are presnted to me by the mind that resides within me and i type them out for those to read. The ghost the shawdow the vessel the things i have found myself to be but know that there is a ture self underneath these mirages of what are shown. lost in this battle my soul is fighting. For awhile i thought i found myself but relized it is not me just a diffrent version what could be. The darkness that lies before me in not from sorrow but from uncertanty. i do not know what or who i am or what or who i could or might become i wander now lost within myself an endless search for the answer to the stranger in the mirror my hollow twin in the silvery reflextion shows what i am yet i do not see it so close i am to myslef yet i have become unatable because of this battle my soul wages against its self and here i am the person some of you know but yet i am not i am the vail to my true self. And so i continue to search for who i am and hope to one day to find the answer for this life of hollow detachment is not for me.

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