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Joined: Aug 2005

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Age:	38
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just my hate !!
May 20, 2011 @ 04:22:22 am

just my hate !

My hate peeks suddenly
When voices are weaker than mine
The hatred I conceal
Boils to the point of scalding
All of my hate
Is brought on by fear and loneliness.
(The shell of fear)

Sometimes I awaken
To an unjustified pain?
I arrive at the conclusion
Bittersweet shall always be
The candy of life.

In other words,
?Oh, what tangled webs we weave.?

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vanders

21st
August 28, 2010 @ 01:32:06 pm

Just been to a very dear friends 21st... and me and her have sort of fallen out a bit, we don't fight but we aren;t friends. and I don't know why.

Any way, this party just highlighted how many friends I don't have.... and its not even the case of i have a few close friends but not many others, its just i simply literally dont have any friends.... I have aqquantainces but no one close... so i dont know i guess i am just feeling super isolated.

sorry to throw a little pity party... just needed to get it off my chest.

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sazzie

Hi guys........................
August 19, 2010 @ 07:35:18 am

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vanders

access
June 09, 2010 @ 01:59:53 am

Just have to get this off my chest
About to fight for my babys dad to not have any access to his son at all... And I think I am doing the right thing but i am worried that I am not being reasonable.
He has threatened me and he has threatened to burn down the house. He rarely sees his son, not because I don't let him, he has better things on most of the time.
He has seen his son 2 times in 8 weeks. and now is demanding that I just leave him at his house for 5 hours. And I won't do it...
I just hope I am doing the right thing.

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kelkel1967

May 18, 2010 @ 03:09:05 pm

A Cherokee Legend An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life. "A fight is going on inside me," he said to the boy. "It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, ...and ego." He continued, "The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. The same fight is going on inside you - and inside every other person, too." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed.

vanders

Silly Boys
May 12, 2010 @ 08:37:28 am

So just after a quick bit of advice...

I have a friend who I think of as a friend, but I am certain that to him i am just an easy lay... In the past everytime we met it has ended up in some sort of sexual situation.

I have a baby now (to someone else) and he keeps expecting me to go out with him to the pubs (which i wouldn't mind going to the pub with him), but he would expect something from me that I cannot give and yeah. I was talking to him today and he was like "You've changed" and I was like yeah I have...

SO i guess my question is and I think I have already answered it myself, Since all he wants is sex and I just want to be friends, should I let him go or just try explaining what I am like?

Silly boys

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vanders

4 year anniversary!
April 09, 2010 @ 01:39:44 pm

I just was randomly going through my profile... and worked out that it is 4 years to the day that I joined TFS!!!

My how the site has changed since then.

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vanders

blah... blah... blah
March 26, 2010 @ 11:09:03 am

Just feeling a little down at the moment... scared to act... scared to sleep... scared not to act... don't know who to turn to get some answers to the questions i have... when i have asked questions people haven't been willing to answer them.

So just dont know where to go from here... Oh and this is in regards to my baby... whether I should let him see his dad or not and going to court and I know i have to do it... I can't risk my baby's safety but I am just afraid of what might happen if i do try and take him away from his daddy... and afraid of what might happen if i don't take him away... I don't think I can win no matter what I do...
So that is just a little about where i am at right now. (wish there was an exhausted smilie...)

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vanders

grrrrrrrr
March 15, 2010 @ 01:08:46 pm

I am sure I am not the only people that get this but I get so sick of the breeze in people on TFS that send you a PM solely because you look pretty...

I know I could go to the mods if it was a major issue. most of the time you tell them what you think and they leave you alone, but I just get sick of telling people what i think...

some of them turn out to be really nice people in the end, but others you are like just go find a girl that is real! Sorry end rant!

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vanders

Burning eyes
March 13, 2010 @ 02:23:55 pm

I am sooooo sleepy! However the problem is that it is 1.30am and I cannot sleep. I have to be awake at 6am to drive 3 hours to visit my grandparents... how do i fall asleep.... grr

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