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I Hate ME, I Hate Life, I just f***ing Hate Right Now
December 14, 2006 @ 10:24:20 pm
I don't regret letting him in, I regret letting him go. I regret that I let him say "lets be friends, it's better" without fighting for him. Asking him to stay, to try and fix the problems. I still f***ing love him, and I can't let go. I should've tried harder too hold on.
He f***ing said he still loves me, ok?! But he didn't mean it, he didn't f***ing mean it. He said we'd still be friends, that we'd talk more, hang out more. We haven't. He barely stops to say hi in the mornings and hug me. I miss him. I miss being able to lean into him. Being able to turn around and kiss his cheek or w/e whenever I felt the urge. To hold his hand just cause, or I needed comfort. I f***ING HATE IT,OK?! IT'S NOT WORTH BEING WITHOUT!!

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garfunkel

my beautiful rescue

New Post! December 14, 2006 @ 10:26:50 pm
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You can't be with someone who doesn't want to be with you. It hurts but its life.


lilmisslostcause

New Post! December 14, 2006 @ 10:30:13 pm
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I know, and I f***ing hate that.
Also, I want to find whoever said "time heals all wounds" and smsh his goddamned face in!!


perspicacious

New Post! December 14, 2006 @ 10:30:26 pm
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@lilmisslostcause Said
I don't regret letting him in, I regret letting him go. I regret that I let him say "lets be friends, it's better" without fighting for him. Asking him to stay, to try and fix the problems. I still f***ing love him, and I can't let go. I should've tried harder too hold on.
He f***ing said he still loves me, ok?! But he didn't mean it, he didn't f***ing mean it. He said we'd still be friends, that we'd talk more, hang out more. We haven't. He barely stops to say hi in the mornings and hug me. I miss him. I miss being able to lean into him. Being able to turn around and kiss his cheek or w/e whenever I felt the urge. To hold his hand just cause, or I needed comfort. I f***ING HATE IT,OK?! IT'S NOT WORTH BEING WITHOUT!!


Ahhhh. You'll be OK my dears.
Life goes on, and you'll soon find another to trump your ex.

Don't be sad, tomorrow is a brighter day.


lillypug

New Post! December 14, 2006 @ 10:32:15 pm
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all i can say 2 u is that it does get better thru time and hope u feel better bout it soon


lilmisslostcause

New Post! December 14, 2006 @ 10:34:29 pm
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I know that, I do, deep down, past the pain and hate and frustration and aggravation, I know. And I still have to say one thing to Life: KISS MY ASS! I f***ING HATE YOU!!
And that's right down there next to the knowing. Both things I'll never say out loud, both things I know deep down. Doesn't mean I like it, or am as of yet willing to accept it.

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