foxytrot Turtle Ninja

Just Venting! June 27, 2013 @ 11:38:44 pm 0

So my ex and I were together for five years. The first three years were amazing. We moved to Oklahoma for his career and I was there for two years. He was a Marine Corps recruiter, and I followed. In the gist we did not last. I met one of his flings who he recruited into the corps but got kicked out of basic and she was only 18 at the time. I met a few others and heard from even more. I had put my all into it, and got my little heart broke of course. He blamed me for being at work too much (I was a manager in a retail store and pretty much lived there and at one point worked two full-time jobs just for money so we could go out together and have fun) Finally had enough in November after a huge blowout where he threw my fine china all over the kitchen floor and blamed me for not getting over his mistakes. I met a guy the beginning of this year who has the perfect balance of things in common and things not in common. Our personalities match great! We have to do a lot of traveling to see each other because he's from the UK Anyway, my ex, who at one point I would have done anything for calls me and ask why I haven't gone home yet. Like back to Oklahoma. He keeps texting from numbers I don't know, Facebook messaging, calling, whatever about how sorry he is and how he wants forever with me. Blah, blah, blah....he knows I'm still not fully over it. It was a long time! So, why be sweet now!? And I hate that it still bothers me. Why are people so evil!? I told him it's not happening, and that I could talk to him without hating him, but I will never be with him again. Now all of a sudden he is being vefry sweet, and flirtatious with me like the first three years and said it's becuase he no longer has stress from being a recruiter....I feel like I'm in progress of messing up a good relationship by even talking to him, but at the same time, he was a friend before a boyfriend...and this sucks! 12 comments | Reply

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