so far this year has been ehh....i understand that this year isnt even half way over yet but; I kinda wish it was.... My fiance and i are supposed to get married this summer but i don't see that happening... might have to be put off until later or next year; just when i have the money saved up something comes up..yes i know its part of being an adult but somethimes i wish i could just stay in my blanket fort and color
its been awhile since ive wrote a journal on here.....well new stuff bout me is that im a senior this year XD.....graduating soon DX.....i lost my brother in a tragic house fire ..... ill miss him ill post a picture of him up on here
i feel like im alone with no one there for me but i have people that are there for me but i still feel this way and now all i feel like doing is curling up in a ball and blocking everything out and crying....my bf dont even see whats happening and i hate feeling this way but what can i do? ive tried to ignore the feelings but its not working and im feeling hurt and useless
i started to listen to this guy that puts up vids of him talking about creepy stories and i started to love them does tht mean tht im creepy myself??????
Niclos Glen Alexander William <3 July 12, 2012 @ 07:09:44 pm
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today i found out from my aunt tht im an aunt today and to a healthy baby boy but the bad thing is im not on talking terms with his mother or father......I HATE FAMILY FUEDS!!!!!!!