how come everytime i get any kind of confidence about myself some f***ing bastard feels the need to take that away from me again. everytime!!!! i give up, take the piss out of me all u want. i cant care anymore
That is exactly why they take you confidence away.
Because YOU let them dictate your level of confidence and when you give them that power than they can play it like a puppet on a string but if YOU have the confidence naturally they can't give nor take anything away because it's YOURS.