"trying to find the best out of a horrible situation"  dark_angel9313
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this hell-hole i call home, Io
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ya this is my journal ya ok bye
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| ok something bad is going on...my bro has been acting werid...saying he hears screaming...he's in pain...someone drugged him, his cell/car is messed up idk what do to, it's scary, but we are taking him to the doctor tomorrow, and he's sleeping now..so lets hope that doesn't happen agian | |
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it's been a loooooooong time since i've had a new entry...well in the past three months... i've got a new bf who i love very very much, the only problem is that he lives 21 miles away...but we make it work...i'm so much happier than i have been so yeah thats about it
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omg i am soo happy that band camp is over!!! woo!!
but now i'm itchy cause all the fing bugs go after me...bastards...
and i get to spend the night with my friends and then 2morrow we're going to a theme park!!! yay!!!!
Current Music: deify by: disturded
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i sit here looking at the rain falling from the sky,thinking "is this what is real" thinking about you i can't help but wonder if love is something ture or a fiction of the mind
time passes me by,the world passes me by,everything passes me by and i can't stop these thoughts of suicide,and darkness wishing it were all a dream and that i'll wake up but thats a lie to myself | |
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| sitting alone in the darkness,letting it eat me alive,with the knife over my wrist,wanting god to save me,but knowing it will never happen,knowing i'm too far gone,for i see a light in front of me and i feel nothing except coldness,watching you find me,fear and sadness in your eyes,knowing the truth,of what i've done to myself,holding me,and putting pedals in my hands. | |
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| the voices screaming at me,telling me suicidal things i try to shut them out by looking at your picture,but it makes it worse where is god when i need him to save me from this madness,but he never comes so now my only friend is this knife and these pills,and i shall dance with them tonight hating myself for what i've done,i end it quickly,never to look at myself again | |
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i'm watching 13 ghosts on the scifi channel
haha i love this movie,its awesome!!!! | |
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this f***ing sucks!!!
Current Music: IMN by: mudvayne
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| omg!!! i just figured it was friday the 13th (goodness i don't pay attention for s***) i love this day!!!!!!! weeeeeeeee!!! haha i'm hyper and my friend might be spending the night w/ me and on sun. i have a date with my bf!! yayness!!! i'm so filled with joy i could hug everybody i see on the street | |
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| may be a holiday but i have like nothing to do...it's like this every holiday since 4 years ago when my aunt died it's a time for happiness but it just makes me sad | |
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scary last two days....
