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I've been very busy with school, but wanted to let you all know I'm still alive & doing fairly well. Could always be better, but could also be much worse. I am trying very hard to be grateful for the things I do have & not complain so much. Looking for a part time job to supplement my school funds, but haven't had any luck so far. I truly hope all is going extremely well for all of you & hope to be able to visit the site about one a week. I am taking summer classes, so cannot make any promises to log in that often. Thank you all for all of your support since I came to this site!!! You are the best 
Current Music: Lifehouse~~~ You & Me
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We went to the ER earlier today & were there for 6 hrs!!! The bad thing is plenty of ppl who weren't as sick as him were there for much longer. We thought he had the flu & was maybe a lil dehydrated. Turns out he did have the flu but he also has bronchitis & sinusitis  My poor boy  They gave him 5 prescriptions & he has to drink lots of Gatorade and eat lots of popsicles. I'm sure he'll be his old self again (I should say normal; he won't be old for a long time).
I'm just glad I didn't wait any longer to take him to the hospital or doctor. He only started not feeling well yesterday. He would have had pneumonia by the time I got him there had I waited any longer; most likely. I will try to remember to let everyone know how he is doing. He has a user on here but I can't remember his name: maybe it is yogi the brave??? That's his main character on WoW!!!
Current Music: BuckCherry Sorry
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Current Music: Justin Lanning Behind These Eyes
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Yup, that's right, things haven't changed for me much. Other than that it is going down more and faster One son lost his job while the other one can not find one He also was supposed to go to GED class a certain amount of time, but didn't, so he is back in JDC now, but is 18, so who knows what will happen next with him???  Tonight my daughter got fired and is very depressed; one of her friends and fellow co-worker quit because they fired her!!! Kudos to him; he has another job (incase u were wondering). I had
to miss some work last month due to illness and was told I couldn't take a medical leave so now I have 5 points (2 more & I won't have a job either). On top of that they gave me a coaching over some total bulls*** lie today at work. I am sick and tired of working at this hell hole any way and personally know my kids are much better off not working there anymore!!! They will find work else where. They are very smart and are good workers. Our management was sad to see them go & was totally stupid to let them go.  I am looking for another job as I type (that is part of why I am online).  I am sick of their childish, idiotic games!!! This is life, not elementary
school. They need to wake up b4 they lose their jobs!!! Like I said,
it's going DOWN!!!
On the positive side; I am going back to school and training to do my dream job!!! Applied for a grant and stuff; wish me luck.  I'm outta here for now ~~~ Breath deep, hold, relax 
Current Music: Got Money ~~~ Lil Wayne ft T Pain
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As some of u know my best friend in the world recently moved to go to college and I miss him dearly  What u may not know however, is that
a co worker of ours recently tried to give me the impression that this young man had told him we were having sexual relations. I know both of these young men very well and therefore I know which one of them is lying and it isn't my best friend B knows how I feel about him and we are just good friends by his choice, not mine!!!
Believe me, I would love to go out with him and he is well aware of that, but I also respect him and respect our friendship and would not do anything I know he is uncomfortable with. He just doesn't view me that way We are very close though, or at least we were We talked about everything in the world. Religion, our families, news, sports, cars, music, dancing, his girlfriend (x now), politics, so much more I can't even think of it all!!! If that boy has a secret I'm willing to bet that I know it!!! I even know his lock code for his cell phone (well, he told me it anyway, I'm not so sure I remember
it???) I know what he is going to school for and why he decided he had to go and he had to go to the school in Dallas. I just really truly miss talking to him tons and wish I could know he was alright He knows that I love him and I believe that he love me too, even if
it is just as a good friend I mean, he did leave his other friends to come to my house and see me when I wasn't feeling well. And the next night when he was bored because he had finished watching the movies he borrowed from us, I told him he could always come over because he is always welcome at my home and he made the usual 45 minute drive in about 25 minutes!!! Now, if that isn't love, I don't know what is!!! If you are out there surfing the web tonight, Betrand, u know I love u and care tons about u and I really truly miss
u!!! And I am so sorry for the crap I said that I shouldn't have. As long as I have u in my life as a friend I will be OK!!! I know u feel the exact same way about me (to a degree anyway) so send me a message so we can stay in touch my good friend!!! I promise to behave!!! Good night and morning!!!
Current Music: Sorry by BuckCherry
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So, I had a close friend leave to go to Texas recently and we were staying in touch really well til I made an a** of myself and he totally stopped responding to my messages!!! How could I be so dumb??? My selfishness may have cost me his friendship In the mean time, I'm depressing all my friends and family because of the mere fact that he left  I know he has gone on to make something of himself and I should be very happy for him; I do try to be, but I miss
him so damn much I can't stand it!!! He told me he really misses me to and he cares about me. He also told me that he
will come see me any time he gets a break from school I just really feel like I've been a lousy friend to him I feel so lonely without him around and very sad I really can't wait to see him again, but after the past 24 hours or so, I will be lucky if he messages me, little lone taking time out of his life to come and visit me!!! I have said I am happy just being his friend then I go off and say the things I've said and treat him like s***. I was very disrespectful to him and I am very sorry for the things I said My biggest fear at this time is that he will never speak to me again or have anything at all to do with me and I really don't want that!!! Perhaps the worst part is that I didn't even take into consideration how much he is missing everyone he has left behind when I was saying the things I said I'm sure he was already feeling bad enough Now I feel like poo and like a terrible friend for saying those things!!! I have apologized numerous times, but got no response and I fear this will be the fate I have given myself Causing myself to lose him as even a friend Completely removing him from my life; which is absolutely not what I wanted to happen!!! He is deep within my heart and I don't
know what I will do without him I dearly miss him and just want
to talk to him... I understand that he is very busy and needs to spend time with his friends and family and maybe he has even removed my number from his phone He knows I miss him and I really care about him I hope our friendship can survive this
Another, sort of, friend of mine suggested that I read some self help books and I am taking him up on that advice!!! It certainly couldn't hurt at this point!!! I had intended to send him a pure friendly message on myspace asking about a business he has and ended up telling
him about my problems and basically telling him I didn't think I could
take life anymore I had also told him that the song on his page seemed to be singing about my life When I went back to his page
he had changed his song to a more upbeat song about not knowing what life is going to hand you, but knowing that whatever it is you will survive it and one day be happy and find love!!! Thanks again, Spike, that was just what I needed And I know you really truly understand how I am feeling today I am sorry for everything you have been through in your life, but am happy it has helped you to help me!!!
The thing I love the most about this site is that it always helps me feel better when I've been having problems!!! Thanks for letting me vent~~~ AGAIN!!! 
Current Music: Mi Ya Hi
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It has started to get pretty hot here. It could be a lot hotter though.
So, far this summer has been pretty good for my family & I. Despite the
fact that prices have gone so high, we have been spending time together doing things we enjoy!!! I really wish my oldest son would come with us for more stuff though, it worries me when we do something I know he would really like (like going to an anime convention) and he says he doesn't want to go. I loves anime just as much as the rest of us and maybe even more than some of us, but he never wants to go. I guess it's more of a dislike of large groups of people in one place. I've thought about moving to another state for years, but I don't have the money and pretty much all of my family is here. There is some of my family I'm not that close to though, like my mom, and it would sometimes be nice to be farther away from those people.
Well, any way, here is an update for those of you wondering about the young man I spoke of before we have decided to just be friends and have traded cell phone numbers and he has my home number, so we can stay in touch when he goes to Texas He is going for a visit this week and is moving back there for a few years in August to go to school.
I think I'll leave everything at that and just add that he and Lucas are now my equal best friends in the world (although Max is very close
to being up there too)
Current Music: Stolen by Dashboard Confessional
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I think I have fallen 4 an 18 yr old guy that I work with It is even surprising to me, but I have never, ever felt as strongly about anyone as I do about him He is very mature for his age We share the same values & share our feelings about stuff very easily  I can talk to him about anything at all; it is like he is my best friend even though we have only known each other about a month!!! It feels like I have known him my entire life He tells me that I need to eat more & that I shouldn't work so hard He even offers me some of his food. He is very sweet & respectful towards me. He is always telling me I don't look any where near my age & I don't seem that old~~~ He also says I don't seem like I have as many kids as I do ~~~ for more than one reason!!! I'm pretty thin & he doesn't think I am old enough to have that many!!! He is my new best friend~~~ Sry Lucas U know I still love u too though
K~~~ as always, gotta go to bed~~~ Must work in the morning (well, later this morning that is)
Current Music: U Know I Will by Lucas Grabeel!!! :D
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I only wish he had left me a message Oh well; I plan to wait a few days & see if he calls again. If he doesn't I will call him & ask what he was wanting or needing to talk to me about He has the most dreamy blue eyes I've ever seen in real life (u know; like Elijah Wood's eyes!!!~~~ but I really know him) Another guy we used to work with who is a good friend of mine once told me that this guy really liked me, but he is a lot younger than me & very hot & sweet, so I didn't really think there was any way he could really like me; u know Now it looks like I was way wrong & Yasser was so right!! I really miss both of them, one moved on to a better job & the other moved on to another town & a better job!!! I never gave Will my phone number, but he knows my first & last names & my number is listed in the phone book. I'm thinking if he looked up my number or called information to get it, he must really like me, right? He is so very sweet & handsome!!! I really hope he does like me & he asks me out I was waiting for lucky number 9 from the time I decided I was ready to date again, but I would gladly make an exception for him I'll be crossing my fingers & toes that he calls me again or he is around when I call him & answers!!!
No one even reads this crap so I can really write anything I want I guess It's not like it really matters anyway!!! I truly do miss Will & Yasser though
Current Music: This is That New Song by Badly Drawn Boy :)
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I have made the decision that I will remember my other friends only in my personal journal; don't want to depress everyone We have all lost a lot of ppl we care about; I'm sure
So, I have been watching Dancing With the Stars & was just wondering if anyone know if Alec was on there at all this season??? I can't seem to find any pics of him from this season & don't recall him being on there, but all the information I can find says that only Maksim didn't return (of the pros on the show)??? Maksim, Tony Dovolani & Alec r my fave pros on the show!!! Although I wish I could dance like Cheryl & Edyta. I'd love to dance with Maksim, Tony or Alec; I'm not real picky I am also greatly anticipating the release of the movie the Adventures of Foodboy starring Lucas Grabeel & Ryne Sanborn! They are having 2 premiers for it in the next 2 months and I'd love to attend either, but can't afford to & live too far away
N e way~~~ work has been going some what better because I have decided to change my work attitude & at least act like I love what I do & our customers no matter how much I really can't stand it; who knows maybe I will get an acting job from being so darn good at acting like I love something I truly can't stand Don't get me wrong though; it's not all of our customers I can't stand; it is only a very small amount. I'd say about 1 n 900; that's not too bad at all; I do realize that it could be SO MUCH worse N e way; I'm still not seeing n e one & probably won't for a long time yet I really think I'm ready to at this point, I just haven't really met anyone who I am interested in dating Someday my prince will come 8) It doesn't hurt to dream anyway; does it??? Later all; thx 4 all & love, hugs & kisses 4 all
Current Music: You Know I Will by Lucas Grabeel :)
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