tomorrow is the day i have to say goodbye to all my family and friends
but on the bright side il be saying hello to a future with my amazing man.
new challenges and a life away from Ireland.
im scared but excited im excited for a fresh start with my man and being able to wake up to him every day again. but im scared being with him every day encase he gets bored of me and i get bored of him.
only 5 more days to go November 26, 2011 @ 03:38:51 pm
Until i leave Ireland and go over to my boyfriends in England before we start our long drive together to the french Alps for the winter. im nearly all packed now thank god
im really excited about going but im really scared im a summer season person more than a winter one iv only ever spend one winter away and i hated it but hopefully this time will be different.
Im also really scared about living working socializing and being taught to ski with my boyfriend all the time as hes going to be the only person ino and im scared if we spend to much time together we may get on each others nerves as we both like our own space.
its so close and im freaking out November 24, 2011 @ 12:27:47 am
iv been looking forward to going away so much but im starting to get scared now that its getting closer.
iv been away traveling so much and i do love it but this time its so different as i usually do it alone but this time im doing it with my boyfriend and i love him to pieces but im scared as weve made a commitment to spend 10 months together to work together to live together and that scares me as iv never made a commitment like that before and it scares me.
im so used to doing things on my own and it will be lovely to share something i love with someone i love but what if we spend all this time together and we begin to hate each other or get bored of each other or he turns out not to be the person i think he is and where stuck together in a different country
i need to stop sitting on here November 18, 2011 @ 12:09:10 pm
i think for today if anyone sees my online they should shout at me iv got so much to do and only 2 weeks to it. iv got washing and more ironing to do a suitcase to pack a wardrobe to sort out menus to write up passport to scan medical insurance to sort out loads of phone-calls to make and omg iv only got 2 weeks left until i leave for 10 months
its been way to long November 10, 2011 @ 07:11:14 pm
i cant believe i haven't been on here in nearly 2 years im very sorry for neglecting you all.
i have been traveling alot and haven't had a laptop have just beem using works one and the boyfriends one.
but im home for a few weeks now before i go away again so i thought id just pop in and say hello to everyone and im sure ul be hearing more from me in the next few weeks
missed you all and im shocked i remembered my log in details after so long. and i hope some of the old faces ar still here
its been way to long November 10, 2011 @ 07:10:40 pm
i cant believe i haven't been on here in nearly 2 years im very sorry for neglecting you all.
i have been traveling alot and haven't had a laptop have just beem using works one and the boyfriends one.
but im home for a few weeks now before i go away again so i thought id just pop in and say hello to everyone and im sure ul be hearing more from me in the next few weeks
missed you all and im shocked i remembered my log in details after so long. and i hope some of the old faces ar still here
i just wish i could see him more September 23, 2009 @ 04:41:07 pm
i met this Scottish guy in France and we just clicked we were like 2 of a kind we were working together in France then ended up going out with each other that was about 4 months ago he left France 6 weeks ago but we kept in touch the whole time and were on the phone every night and i left 2 weeks ago and we ended talking more then as it didnt cost us as much lol.
so i decided to go and see him last weekend and just came home yesterday but i had the time of my life he was even nicer than i remember he met me at the airport with 12 red roses i spend the whole time smiling as i was the happiest iv ever been and i didnt want 2 leave to go home i even cryed even tough hes coming to see me in 3 weeks.
iv never felt this way b4 and i just wish it wasnt a long distance relationship