is my thinking off on this? September 27, 2013 @ 09:00:36 pm
so, four years ago this coming monday, my dad (mick skis) died. my girlfriend at the time came down for the funeral. ends up she slept with my brother after the funeral and tried to pass the kid off as mine until it was five months old. my brother and her are still together. tomorrow (28th september) is my birthday and instead of my brother asking if i wanted to do anything, he invited her down for the weekend. am i wrong to think that im absolutely f***ing worthless?
how come everytime i get any kind of confidence about myself some f***ing bastard feels the need to take that away from me again. everytime!!!! i give up, take the piss out of me all u want. i cant care anymore