i dont know what to do with my life at the time! There is sooooo much stress going on right now i just dont think that i can deal with living anymore. I keep having these really bad thoughts of what to do to myself and i cannot stop this. Im already in counciling and i cannot do this i think that im gonna end up doing something so bad, WHAT CAN I DO TO STOP THIS!!!!
Be honest with yourself and your councellor. Are you telling them the complete truth about how you feel and why?
If you are then all i can suggest is being patient. councelling never makes miracles over night. And makes progress in little steps.
I have never been depressed so i cant really understand how your mind works when you feel like that. But as a complete outsider on this perhaps find something that you can channel all of your negative energy into. Maybe a sport, or craft Apply yourself to college perhaps.
i mean i really dont have a clue what to do at the time. I feel that i cannot do anything anymore because everytime that i try to do something it all falls down!!!
Like i said i have never suffered from depression and im not qaulified to give advice.
When you feel that negative you need to focus on something that is worth staying for. Do you have a little brother/sister? Your mother etc. Try and focus on how they would cope if you wernt there?
Deprssion alters your way of thinking - you have this negative head on all the time. You need to try and break that. I cant help you on that as i dont know what has caused you to feel like this.
There Might be a place that your mom and you could go to to 'escape' your dad, I'm pretty sure every state has one, there's also an abusive hotline thing
no... let me tell you something devon you ive been down this road you know me youve seen my arms just trust me when i tell you thats not a good path to go down
What to do!
November 06, 2006 @ 04:01:23 pm
Apply yourself to college perhaps.
