I'm back for the new semester. This one will go better than the last even if I have to about kill myself doing so. One of the best things is that I no longer have a five day a week math class it's only Monday and Wednesday now. My uncle Paul passed truck driving school and is currently out on the road working with a trainer. He was able to stay for Christmas which has never happened before in my life. One of our sheep died unexpectedly a few days ago we are still waiting on the autopsy to tell us exactly what killed him.

Unfortunately for those of us left behind Aunt Jane has finally passed away. Despite the fact that she was ninety years old and probably more than ready to move on I find myself grieving because I can't grieve more. I had just begun to get to know her better when she passed away. What will be will be however and I have to remind myself that I can't beat myself up over things left unsaid.