the name's rachael,alot of my friends call me applesauce but ya can call me whatever ya wanna. i'm a 17 yr old, junior at newfane high school in new york.
i finally met the guy of my dreams... brandon teschmacker... and i love him to death... he's the greatest thing that every happened to me... I love you Brandon
my school sucks and the people here are fake. we are divided into preps, goths, geeks, gays, lezies, and everything in between. i am freinds with all different types but you can't tell anyone anything and expect to trust them except for a few of your real friends..... and to hit it off, no matter what you see your ex's everywhere and gossip goes around like crazy and people lie. i guess thats just how Newfane is though or at least just the school is. thats just a little hit of what my school's like...
me on the other hand... i think im a b**** but everyone thinks that i am a nice person. i make fun of the people that deserve it and pay attention to the ones who need it. i promised myself never to gossip and lie because of a past situation. but all in all i think that i am
the happest girl in the world now because i met brandon the love of my life... and i cant believe i didnt meet him before... instead i had to go through all the hurt and pain with all my other ex's. he's the sweetest guy i ever met and i dont know what i'd do with out him...
| *All About Me* |
| Whats your full name? | rachael lousie-lynn ray |
| What color is your hair? | dirtty blond but i dyed it light brown |
| What color are your eyes? | hazel |
| Have a crush? Whats his/her name? | yea....brandon teschmaker... he's not a crush he's the love of my life.... |
| Have you ever comitted a crime? | not that i know of |
| HaVe YoU eVeR..... |
| Cheated on somebody? | no i would never |
| Been Cheated on? | yea plenty of times |
| Made out in a elevator? | no |
| Skipped school? | no but ive skipped classes before |
| Snuck out of the house? | yea |
| Been arrested? | no |
| Smoke a ciggerette? | yea |
| Drank alcohol? | yea |
| iN tHe LaSt wEeK HaVe YoU... |
| been on a date? | yea |
| Made out with Somebody? | no |
| Smoked a ciggerette? | yea |
| Got drunk? | no |
| Cussed somebody out? | yea |
| Hit somebody? | yea |
| Danced? | yea |
| sang? | yea in the shower every morning |
| Rode in a car? | yea |
| RaNdOm QuEsTiOnS |
| Do you like making out? | yea |
| What are you doing this weekend? | going out with my friends |
| What are you wearing right now? | tight hip hugger, a black tank top and fuzzy boats |
| Are you in love? | i have someone in mind |
| Who is your BEST kisser? 2nd best? | best... tom..... there's not really a second yet but we'll see |
| FaVoRiTeS |
| Band | korn |
| Song | so sick by: ne-yo |
| Food | pizza and chinese |
| Drink | sirea mist |
| Tv Show | that 70's show |
| Number | 7 |
| Color | black with neon pink or lime green |
| Movie | edward scissor hands |
| Sport | hockey |
| Subject | english |
| FiNiSh ThE LiNe |
| I wish... | i could find my true love |
| I am... | a very fun person to be around |
| My Heart... | has been broken several times |
| BoYs: |
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| ThInGs YoU nEeD tO kNoW |
| AbOuT yOu |
| Whats your full name? | rachael louise-lynn ray |
| What color is your hair? | dirty blond but i dyed it light brown |
| What color are your eyes? | hazel |
| Are you in high school? | yea.... newfane high school |
| Have a crush? Whats his/her name? | yea a few.... you know who you are |
| Have you ever comitted a crime? | no |
| How many people have you kissed? | alot at least 20 |
| Are you a vigin? |
| Have you ever been in love? What was his/her name? | yea... adam and tom |
| How many bestfriends do you have? | alot but my close ones... 5 |
| What are their names? | gina, ryan, rene, kirsti, nick |
| Do you have a boyfriend? What is his/her name? | not at the time being |
| HaVe YoU eVeR..... |
| Commited a crime? | no |
| Cheated on somebody? | no and i have no intention |
| Been Cheated on? | yea plenty of times |
| Made out in a elevator? | naw |
| Been in a fist fight? | yea |
| Skipped school? | naw but i have skipped classes before |
| Snuck out of the house? | yea |
| Lied to your bestfriend? | naw |
| Been arrested? | naw |
| Smoke a ciggerette? | yea |
| Drank alcohol? | yea |
| Stole your parents car? | naw |
| Kissed your crush? | yea  |
| Kissed a member of the same sex? | yea my best friend... on the forehead |
| Done anything bad in your parents bed? | lol naw |
| Lied to your parents? | yea |
| iN tHe LaSt wEeK HaVe YoU... |
| been on a date? | yea two |
| Made out with Somebody? | no |
| Snuck out? | yea |
| Lied to somebody? | yea my dada |
| Smoked a ciggerette? | yea |
| Got drunk? | naw |
| talked on the phone for more than 3 hours? | yea almost everyday |
| seen somebody naked? | lol |
| Cussed somebody out? | yea thats my specialty |
| Hit somebody? | yea everyday in lunch |
| Danced? | yea |
| sang? | yea in the shower every morning |
| Been swimming? | naw too cold out |
| Rode in a car? | yea |
| RaNdOm QuEsTiOnS |
| Do you like making out? | yea but i love when a guy kisses my neck |
| What is your screen name? | lostnewfane2 |
| What are you doing this weekend? | going out with my friends |
| What are you wearing right now? | a black tank top and hip huggers |
| When was the last time you went shopping? | last thursday |
| Who do you hate? | justin, and ronnie |
| Who do you Love? | my best friends |
| Are you in love? | yea |
| What is th most nasty thing you've done? | hmmm let me think bout that |
| Who is your BEST kisser? 2nd best? | tom my ex and the second i will soon find |
| What is something you regret? | going out with my ex tom |
| ByE-bYe! |
| Say something random | nutters your a sweetheart |
| Say something else random | your a gosh darn dumb f***.... dsafjohgjfhgukenguntkj |
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If i was in trouble
and didn't know what to do
if i needed help
could i turn to you?
when i feel so down,
never felt so blue.
and even though our fights are few,
just let me know,
can i trust you?
could i tell you my secrets?
could i stay with you?
could i feel safe from harm
when i'm in your in arms?
i just want to know,
could i feel for you?
could i tell you my dreams?
or would you laugh?
could i tell you the full story?
or only half?
if i told you i loved you
would you say ' i love you too '
can i ask you now before i get hurt,
could you feel for me too?
justin this is for you....
I woke up this morning
And i found myself
still thinking about you
Still hoping and praying
that i will soon be with you
I still reminisce
about the love we once had
I still find myself
living in the past
I still ask myself
If we will ever meet again?
I still ask myself
If all we ever will be is friends?
I still cry myself to sleep
I still pray that GOD
will bring you back to me
Trying to get over real love
Is really hurting me
I still find myself alone
wondering if i will soon be ok
Crying myself to sleep
knowing that you rather
love her than me
I am still deep in love with you
I still find myself
thinking about you
I still cry because
I know that i will never be back with you
