i know it was just a movie and someone had all these ideas and made them come to life on film but i have always believed in ghost and the afterlife so ... knowing that there is the weird bang in our closet every so ofter and because it is and apartment all kinds of sounds can be heard really does not help.

anyways what i came here to write about was these dreams i had last night. at first i woke up to my husband telling me he likes it when i smile in my sleep (i didn't even know i was smiling) then he asked what someone was doing to me and i told him that someone had made me laugh.

i promptly went back to sleep and dreamed about the home i lived in as a child. i was the age i am now and i was with some people i never see anymore out front. suddenly i was inside trying to keep my from going to work (she didn't need to) then the window opened, i walked over to close it and there was this kid out there on a skateboard he had a really weird haircut before i noticed he was with another kid that looked like he had a sniper rifle in his hand i called him a f**ker.

i closed the window and rushed my mom down the hallway to my sisters room she was in there and trance-like but she knew what was going on she saw the phone in my hand and said 911 i said yeah and closed her door i walked further down the hallway while i told the operator "some kids were breaking into our home HELP! HELP! HELP!" i looked for something that i could defend myself and my family with. as these two kids made there way to me i woke up to some lady loudly greeting her friends outside.

needless to say i layed in bed for a while after that