I was very excited for my daughter to open her presents and such but it really felt like just another day to me. Im not sure if its that i reached that age i thought i would never reach or that i dont have someone special to share the holidays with.
As much as i hate it and banish it from this earth, i didnt b**** once while shoveling out my car yesterday. Not even before when i didnt have a shovel and was kicking the snow out from around my car
just lately i feel like all i have done is moan and groan but i feel like nothing is going right at the moment. i have lots of things that are stressing me out and as usual in life, everything comes at once.
someone made a comment to me this morning and now i feel even worse. just one little comment and now i feel like i want to crawl into a hole and cry my eyes out.
arhhhh feel like i am going mad
A bit tipsy 
