Today has been a really good day. I woke up and I didn't pop any pills (except for my usual Adderall, Bupropion, allergy meds and Escitalopram that I take for my off-kilter brain chemicals). I'm done with that damn research paper I had to do about Charles d***ens (that ended up being 9 PAGES long), I have straight A's, and the whole coping with Dylan's death thing is becoming easier every day. There are only four months until graduation, and I am SO happy. I'm trying to be more optimistic as the day goes by, because I'm realizing that if all you do is dwell on things that make you miserable, you leave yourself very little room to grow as a human being. How are you guys doing tonight?