Thoughts of a female "Your Pleasure" February 21, 2012 @ 04:41:45 am
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On the darkest of days, you're the one there to wrap your arms around me and say everything will be okay... the things that I close my eyes tightly and try to forget. You tell me everything will be ok but as I lay here on my floor shouting at you to help me please, I can't move. Please help me, shutting my eyes trying to wake up and only to realize its not a dream. I can feel my body on fire from all the glass in my flesh. Its like a horrific nightmare. You are my heart and soul. I've loved you with every last beat in my heart. My eyes closing. The hit to my head suddenly turning my world black. A kick to my stomach when you realize that in the efforts of hurting me, you've cut open you're wrist. I could hear you shouting at me to get my fat a** up, the vulgar names you call me take their toll on my self esteem. Soon begin to look in the mirror and I don't even know who I am
More female thoughts February 21, 2012 @ 04:28:16 am
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Truth is
Everything you say I believe
Truth is
You build up my hopes and dreams
You make me feel like I'm on top of the highest tower
Truth is I believe that you love me
but reality sets in and slaps me across my face
because the truth is you don't love me
I need to have my heart believe it too
so that I can walk away from this sorry in my body
Truth is your like poison they my veins
Thoughts of a female February 21, 2012 @ 04:23:41 am
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Is it love if you walk on glass? Does it follow the saying of "I love you so much I'd walk on glass for you"?
Is the sound of glass breaking a shattered heart still cracking? Or is it literally my heart breaking? Love can be so powerful that it breaks down and places you in a tunnel so far away from the one you love.
April 2008 was my busiest month ever with over 120,000 post! This beats the last busiest month ever, March 2008, that had over 85,000 posts. Additionally, more than 2/3rds of the busiest days ever were in April.
There will soon be in excess of 2.2 million posts and 40,000 accounts.
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This beats the last busiest month ever, March 2008, that had over 85,000 posts. Additionally, more than 2/3rds of the busiest days ever were in April. 
