Used

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Xavery

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Xavery
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Used
January 01, 2012 @ 06:37:55 am

Have you ever been used? Have you ever been used and then thrown aside?

And then after being used, you surface. You realize that the person who used was not interested in what you had to offer, but advancing his own place in this world.

And, if you are like me, this all seems sort of foreign to you. For one thing, you do not realize your own potential, that you can advance anothers place in the world and manipulating another person seems really alien.

All of these thoughts have come to me on New Year's Eve.

I am of 2 minds. How could someone use me? I do not have a lot to offer.

And the other mind says, listen, a*****e (speaking to the fellow who used me), I made a voodoo doll of you. I think took out my pins, razor blade and tin can lid. I was ready to castrate you and then to my horror, I realized you have no balls.

How bad does this sound?

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MAW

January 01, 2012 @ 02:14:28 pm

@Xavery Said

Yes I've been used and this does sound bad.

sTreetAngeL

root tedt ree

January 01, 2012 @ 05:03:14 pm

Your reaction was a normal one; it does'nt sound bad at all, but quite healthy. Especially since you didn't actually act on anything.
To feel nothing, would be the odd thing here.

Learn from the experience is all I can offer; And to NOT assume everyone in the category of this person, as that would be unfair, not just to them, but to yourself as well.
..Learn, but try not to let the experience cloud your world. If you do, then he takes much more from you than what he already has.

Xavery

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January 03, 2012 @ 04:16:31 am

Thanks and I agree it is all about learning. I am a little angry though.

Electric_Banana

January 03, 2012 @ 04:40:32 am

Everyone scrambles up the pile of flesh standing on one another's heads all so they can gain title as King of The Ball of s***.

There's nothing at the top - only money and money only buys crap.

I'd hand over all the gold in Ft. Knox for a few true and genuine hearts to share life with but most people seem to be just as phony as life does.

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