""I rather be dead then cool""  MonicaTheGreat
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Laredo, Texas
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| i always been afraid to express what i think because sometimes i believe that i don't own my own thoughts. as if they keep flying all over the place, whispering to one another and as if i'm not allowed to know. sometimes i tell myself if i truly want to know.but the curiosity burns again and i'm afraid to rust.once again i lay my hopes on technology to do what a pencil or pen won't do. i mean writing with a pencil is always wrong, having that temptation to erase the life of the words that once live,and you really can't erase it completely. and that pen that always ends up running out of ink after the seventh page. it's like it doesn't want to know what happens next. but i keep pushing until all the speaking of the characters sway in my circulation and create a crash accident on the very tip of my fingers. then i'm force to squeeze them out of my pores like the last toothpaste in may. it's messy it's difficult but i want all of it even the very last dripping word. it's like i'm playing hide and seek each day...every day.5,4,3,2,1 ready or not here i come. | |
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