Why me?  Im going though a lot lately. Im sorry to say but this hasnt been the greatest christmas break or new year when your cryin yourself to sleep every night.
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I was living with you and then i had to move and then we broke up bcuz of the long distance thing. I can't handle this. I love you! I still do. If only you would understand this as much as me.
Here what happen:
Ive been going out with this guy for 11 months and i moved in with him when i turned 18. During christmas break, he told me that him and mom had discussed that i had to move bcuz she was having financial problems. I havent stop crying since, Then couple days later we discussed that the long distance relationship isnt going to work and that we were going to break up. But then I realize that i cant be away from him and that i wanna stay with him and he feels the same but then we did break up. I love him and he knows how much but i wanna be back with him and i really cant stand it. Now hes not talking to me bcuz he says he needs his months to get over me.
BUT I DONT WANT TO GET OVER HIM!!! I CANT!! I WONT!!!
What should i do? I know theres no way we would get back together. It just happened so suddenly. | 
Love 
January 10, 2010 @ 05:08:36 pm
