"Only evolution and other women know what women want" Jennifer1984
Remoaner and proud
Penzance, United Kingdom
Joined: Mar 2009
|I really don't know how I'm going to feel this morning. Amanda's just gone off to work and I can't go back to bed even though I could get another hour or so in the kip before the day starts (it's 5.15 am here as I write).|
Megan starts school today. She's looking forward to it and I've got her new school clothes all laid out and ready for her. New everything. We went shopping for a lunchbox last Friday morning. She chose one with Peppa Pig on it. No surprise there.
My baby starts school today and I'm absolutely terrified. I know it's completely irrational of me, but I can't help it.
Will she be happy..? Will she make friends..? Will she like her teacher..? All stupid questions because I know she's going to be fine. She was very happy at playgroup and some of her friends from there will be starting at the same "Big School" today so she'll see faces she knows in the playground, possibly even in her class.
So all my worries are completely irrational and I know that, but I'm still going to feel a dreadful wrench when I wave her bye-bye as I leave her at the gate.
I've planned out a day that will keep me occupied until I have to go back to collect her at Going Home Time but I don't think I'll be able to concentrate on it.
Somebody please tell me I'm an utter idiot and should stop worrying because everything is going to be fine and she'll love every minute of it.
Kids eh..? Who'd have 'em..?